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4 Ajpuu
Citando a Julian Katari del 27/01/2025, 2:39 pm
Made for love
Our biggest strength, is also our biggest weakness. It has ben thoroughly raped, but not in the way you think. Our bodies may be unharmed, but our minds aren't. We constantly suffer and trip over our ideas about what love is and should be. Romanticism has become toxic, to the extent that we are delusional about it and willing to throw our lives, our experiences, the love we have, we get, in exchange for pain and emptiness because our romantic expectations were not met. It is truly that, our biggest hurt is the lack of knowledge that what we cry for so much, the person we so dearly expect, is never coming, because it's us.
Finding yourself is the path of the shaman, the warrior, the wise. Learning to find your energy, to grow through loving yourself, will then result in learning to love others and be full of love from others. What you see, say and do inside is what reflects outside, this is a lot more real than it is poetical and metaphorical. It can only be explained by magic. Love can only be explained by magic, and turns out, there is no other explanation to what is, has been and will be.
To grow in love, we need to learn to stop loving, kind of complicated, but here it goes. In the time when we were smaller, the extent of our love was smaller, we loved certain songs, things, people, and we grew fond of them. Because our minds tell us that loving is not letting go, not stopping to love this or that, then we continue to love what we used to love. But the frequencies of that love, remind us and keep us in that stage. For our expansion to happen, we need to learn to love new things, and make space for those new things, which means not loving anymore things we used to love. Some good business might come today! What? quick change of subject, the reading is done, but a lot more love is pending!
Made for love
Our biggest strength, is also our biggest weakness. It has ben thoroughly raped, but not in the way you think. Our bodies may be unharmed, but our minds aren't. We constantly suffer and trip over our ideas about what love is and should be. Romanticism has become toxic, to the extent that we are delusional about it and willing to throw our lives, our experiences, the love we have, we get, in exchange for pain and emptiness because our romantic expectations were not met. It is truly that, our biggest hurt is the lack of knowledge that what we cry for so much, the person we so dearly expect, is never coming, because it's us.
Finding yourself is the path of the shaman, the warrior, the wise. Learning to find your energy, to grow through loving yourself, will then result in learning to love others and be full of love from others. What you see, say and do inside is what reflects outside, this is a lot more real than it is poetical and metaphorical. It can only be explained by magic. Love can only be explained by magic, and turns out, there is no other explanation to what is, has been and will be.
To grow in love, we need to learn to stop loving, kind of complicated, but here it goes. In the time when we were smaller, the extent of our love was smaller, we loved certain songs, things, people, and we grew fond of them. Because our minds tell us that loving is not letting go, not stopping to love this or that, then we continue to love what we used to love. But the frequencies of that love, remind us and keep us in that stage. For our expansion to happen, we need to learn to love new things, and make space for those new things, which means not loving anymore things we used to love. Some good business might come today! What? quick change of subject, the reading is done, but a lot more love is pending!
Citando a Julian Katari del 14/10/2025, 1:25 pmSelf love.
Spirituality being brought by youtube and books may do more harm than good. We can be inspired by others, but our truth can only be ours and come from within. Playing magician trying to change the exterior, or playing astrologer trying to forecast an exterior event, may lead to self-deceit. The problem with being spiritual here is that we may miss loving ourselves enough to see that we were wrong, that we weren't able to change the exterior, that our forecast didn't happen as we predicted and that those truths you learned from youtube are contaminated by misconceptions and sprinkles of false information, or simply projected gaslighting.
When we want to get in the creator seat, we rightfully need the attitude to do so, and so we make our best attempt at it. There is nothing wrong here, just, we need to know that in the beginning and for a long while, we will miss a lot of things and make many mistakes. The power of today's nawal lies in the ability to keep your ground to how far you extend your arm out as a creator. This means, you focus more on how you can better create yourself than trying to affect others and the outside. Self stalking can go from magnifying glass to microscope. We want to be part of the play of time, but remember that it's a B'aatz, a Najt, meaning, it's a play, not real. What is real is the love that you can give yourself, and if you are able to change your sight from the outside to yourself, you might discover many profound changes that can be accomplished. As you can give yourself this love and focus on the little improvements in your personality, your voice, your posture, your work and your skills in life, the vessel to the outside will improve in a great way. That is the secret of today's nawal. Mother earth wants to love you and she is doing so in ways that you might be missing, all because you are so focused on an external glimpse of yourself and of reality. Letting go of your ego is the only way to let in the love that is there for you and that you are denying yourself.
Self love.
Spirituality being brought by youtube and books may do more harm than good. We can be inspired by others, but our truth can only be ours and come from within. Playing magician trying to change the exterior, or playing astrologer trying to forecast an exterior event, may lead to self-deceit. The problem with being spiritual here is that we may miss loving ourselves enough to see that we were wrong, that we weren't able to change the exterior, that our forecast didn't happen as we predicted and that those truths you learned from youtube are contaminated by misconceptions and sprinkles of false information, or simply projected gaslighting.
When we want to get in the creator seat, we rightfully need the attitude to do so, and so we make our best attempt at it. There is nothing wrong here, just, we need to know that in the beginning and for a long while, we will miss a lot of things and make many mistakes. The power of today's nawal lies in the ability to keep your ground to how far you extend your arm out as a creator. This means, you focus more on how you can better create yourself than trying to affect others and the outside. Self stalking can go from magnifying glass to microscope. We want to be part of the play of time, but remember that it's a B'aatz, a Najt, meaning, it's a play, not real. What is real is the love that you can give yourself, and if you are able to change your sight from the outside to yourself, you might discover many profound changes that can be accomplished. As you can give yourself this love and focus on the little improvements in your personality, your voice, your posture, your work and your skills in life, the vessel to the outside will improve in a great way. That is the secret of today's nawal. Mother earth wants to love you and she is doing so in ways that you might be missing, all because you are so focused on an external glimpse of yourself and of reality. Letting go of your ego is the only way to let in the love that is there for you and that you are denying yourself.
Citando a Julian Katari del 01/07/2026, 3:29 pmSovereignty.
Passing today’s spiritual test—and in general, the profound trial of Kanib Ajpuu—requires the cultivation of a refined self-love that is rarely present in ordinary human existence. First and foremost, this love must be completely severed from the insatiable quests of the ego; self-importance must be clearly identified as our primary source of suffering. It is dangerously easy to mistake the protective presence of spirit in your life for entitlement, harboring fragile fantasies of what you "deserve" that ultimately keep true love at bay. Once you dismantle this illusion, authentic humility emerges.
The next chamber of this evolutionary test reveals that while your internal criteria may humbly feed on external information, your true authority originates strictly from within. The ultimate truth is that which you consciously choose—so choose yourself. This works sovereignly only when anchored to the first chamber: the fierce humility of never viewing yourself as superior to others. Moving into the next chamber, we encounter the mystery of giving. Tricky as it may seem, any act of true giving is always, fundamentally, giving to yourself. This does not mean you give out of calculated self-interest; rather, it acknowledges that living systems are entirely reciprocal. Witnessing the benefit loop back to you is the undeniable hallmark of wise, conscious giving.
The final chamber is one of absolute openness, vast space, and a ready willingness to tolerate, receive, transform, and surprise yourself. When an idealized vision hardens into a tyrannical, authoritarian agenda that tolerates no adaptation or sudden surprises, it ceases to be alive—it becomes a rigid corpse. Today’s energy is a fierce, loving lesson that even the ego needs to become intelligent enough to realize that the reciprocal loop of nature and life is entirely unavoidable. Thinking of the whole is thinking of yourself, and vice versa. This is the monumental lesson that must be passed down, or up, to those who have psychopathically severed contact with reality, and who, unfortunately, dictate most of the structural calamities we face today.
The Sun/The Hunter (Ajpuu / Ahau) represents the solar lord, the spiritual warrior, absolute sovereignty, cosmic consciousness, the heroic twin, clarity, certainty, and the ultimate mastery of material reality through spiritual alignment. It is the nawal of leadership, artistic brilliance, and the realization of our highest human potential, though it can manifest as blinding pride, authoritarian control, ego-inflation, or a refusal to face the harsh realities of the physical plane if its energy turns cold. In its fourth position (Kanib'), it carries the highly stable, structural frequency of the number four. Four represents the four pillars of creation, the cardinal directions, physical manifestation, grounded order, and the solid boundaries required to anchor spirit onto the earth.
To embody Four Ajpu is to master the structural manifestation of solar sovereignty. The fluid, collective cleansing of yesterday's Storm has cleared the air today, demanding that you stand firmly on your own feet and claim your sovereign crown within the physical realm. Sitting at the foundational, structural threshold of the number four, this nawal does not allow for vague daydreaming or ego-driven entitlement. It demands that you anchor your internal light into practical, disciplined action, establishing the four corners of your life with absolute clarity, integrity, and humility. Do not let the systemic chaos or the illusions of self-importance drain your personal power. Use the blinding, restorative light of the Sun today to illuminate your internal truth, govern your reality from a place of deep reciprocity, and consciously dismantle the tyrannical scripts of the ego. The solar pillars are set today; occupy your space, command your destiny with humility, and let your sovereign spirit lead the way.
Sovereignty.
Passing today’s spiritual test—and in general, the profound trial of Kanib Ajpuu—requires the cultivation of a refined self-love that is rarely present in ordinary human existence. First and foremost, this love must be completely severed from the insatiable quests of the ego; self-importance must be clearly identified as our primary source of suffering. It is dangerously easy to mistake the protective presence of spirit in your life for entitlement, harboring fragile fantasies of what you "deserve" that ultimately keep true love at bay. Once you dismantle this illusion, authentic humility emerges.
The next chamber of this evolutionary test reveals that while your internal criteria may humbly feed on external information, your true authority originates strictly from within. The ultimate truth is that which you consciously choose—so choose yourself. This works sovereignly only when anchored to the first chamber: the fierce humility of never viewing yourself as superior to others. Moving into the next chamber, we encounter the mystery of giving. Tricky as it may seem, any act of true giving is always, fundamentally, giving to yourself. This does not mean you give out of calculated self-interest; rather, it acknowledges that living systems are entirely reciprocal. Witnessing the benefit loop back to you is the undeniable hallmark of wise, conscious giving.
The final chamber is one of absolute openness, vast space, and a ready willingness to tolerate, receive, transform, and surprise yourself. When an idealized vision hardens into a tyrannical, authoritarian agenda that tolerates no adaptation or sudden surprises, it ceases to be alive—it becomes a rigid corpse. Today’s energy is a fierce, loving lesson that even the ego needs to become intelligent enough to realize that the reciprocal loop of nature and life is entirely unavoidable. Thinking of the whole is thinking of yourself, and vice versa. This is the monumental lesson that must be passed down, or up, to those who have psychopathically severed contact with reality, and who, unfortunately, dictate most of the structural calamities we face today.
The Sun/The Hunter (Ajpuu / Ahau) represents the solar lord, the spiritual warrior, absolute sovereignty, cosmic consciousness, the heroic twin, clarity, certainty, and the ultimate mastery of material reality through spiritual alignment. It is the nawal of leadership, artistic brilliance, and the realization of our highest human potential, though it can manifest as blinding pride, authoritarian control, ego-inflation, or a refusal to face the harsh realities of the physical plane if its energy turns cold. In its fourth position (Kanib'), it carries the highly stable, structural frequency of the number four. Four represents the four pillars of creation, the cardinal directions, physical manifestation, grounded order, and the solid boundaries required to anchor spirit onto the earth.
To embody Four Ajpu is to master the structural manifestation of solar sovereignty. The fluid, collective cleansing of yesterday's Storm has cleared the air today, demanding that you stand firmly on your own feet and claim your sovereign crown within the physical realm. Sitting at the foundational, structural threshold of the number four, this nawal does not allow for vague daydreaming or ego-driven entitlement. It demands that you anchor your internal light into practical, disciplined action, establishing the four corners of your life with absolute clarity, integrity, and humility. Do not let the systemic chaos or the illusions of self-importance drain your personal power. Use the blinding, restorative light of the Sun today to illuminate your internal truth, govern your reality from a place of deep reciprocity, and consciously dismantle the tyrannical scripts of the ego. The solar pillars are set today; occupy your space, command your destiny with humility, and let your sovereign spirit lead the way.