Lost feminine.
The generational stomp of indoctrination, neurological warfare and systemic dehumanization has successfully ripped off the elevated skills and prowesses of the divine feminine, of the sorceress, represented by today's nawal. Being on the path of medicine can bring us closer to recovering this lost natural state, but it's not guaranteed. I sincerely believe the damage is far too extense and many, regardless of how much they walk on the path, will struggle crossing into the silence. To observe what we have lost, we can look at wild cats (domestic ones, if vaccinated, have gone much through the same) or we can observe some few native women in their villages. Staying free of substances and energies that hurt our neurological system is helpful, the younger the better, in having this inner spark of bright darkness or loud silence, be within us. Sharing it here, thanks to today's nawal, I lovingly write as a prayer that I believe will help.
Knowledge can get us to build the temples and the temple complex. It can get us to have the most beautiful shining building to host the god or goddess we want to shelter there. Yet it's not until today's nawal is applied that we can have the skill to wisely apply the wisdom. This wisdom is intuitive and silent, it doesn't come from anywhere and it is certainly not found within the packet of knowledge. Knowledge can be helpful until it is misguiding, if we don't have access to silent wisdom. Two traits can be shared today about how this invisible can be seen in those who wield its power. The first is being silent. High sorcerers and sorceresses (feminine power is indistinct of the gender who bears it) know that barfing out their feelings with words as they come is highly noxious. It is a show of someone who has not entered a certain healing state of containment, self forgiving and self understanding. It is show of someone still battling with the lower entities. Lower entities are always there, and they can cling on to our hairs and to our every thought and feeling. But we can stop them in our final words. When our speak is curated, we have won this battle, and not only will we show as more powerful, we will be able to ourselves find peace in our minds when these entities try to take over them.
The second show of high magic is peace. We are in peace when we have learned to not take things personal. We've been taught the one way on this, where it benefits us, understanding that other's issues are not about us, that we are not the center of their attention and that we are not being attacked. Here I will share the other way this takes peace from us, and that is taking peace away from others. When an issue is presented and we are still young and weak emotionally, there is no high priestess with silent understanding, we feel guilty because we assume it's our fault. We have a hard time seeing how this is just egoic psychopathic control. There is nothing more hurting to our positive progress than our own positive expectations. If we can ditch those and vibe from the emptiness, the lack, the absence, the scarcity and the negativity of our present, then we can positively walk and find the path to a better place, with our illusions and childish desires for control out of the way. Taking it personal will not only hurt us, but it will hurt others and take peace out of the equation. When we assume that the other is trying to harm us, because he is speaking something that we wrongly assume it's about us, then we are projecting negativity onto him, and this creates a negative feedback loop. When we understand that we are at the center of our experience but we are not the center of spirit, and this shows as being able to stay in the dark, not speak, not gossip and not get involved, then we have found peace for ourselves and for others. We can affect change, we just need to find the way to do it with a lot more style.
Lost feminine.
The generational stomp of indoctrination, neurological warfare and systemic dehumanization has successfully ripped off the elevated skills and prowesses of the divine feminine, of the sorceress, represented by today's nawal. Being on the path of medicine can bring us closer to recovering this lost natural state, but it's not guaranteed. I sincerely believe the damage is far too extense and many, regardless of how much they walk on the path, will struggle crossing into the silence. To observe what we have lost, we can look at wild cats (domestic ones, if vaccinated, have gone much through the same) or we can observe some few native women in their villages. Staying free of substances and energies that hurt our neurological system is helpful, the younger the better, in having this inner spark of bright darkness or loud silence, be within us. Sharing it here, thanks to today's nawal, I lovingly write as a prayer that I believe will help.
Knowledge can get us to build the temples and the temple complex. It can get us to have the most beautiful shining building to host the god or goddess we want to shelter there. Yet it's not until today's nawal is applied that we can have the skill to wisely apply the wisdom. This wisdom is intuitive and silent, it doesn't come from anywhere and it is certainly not found within the packet of knowledge. Knowledge can be helpful until it is misguiding, if we don't have access to silent wisdom. Two traits can be shared today about how this invisible can be seen in those who wield its power. The first is being silent. High sorcerers and sorceresses (feminine power is indistinct of the gender who bears it) know that barfing out their feelings with words as they come is highly noxious. It is a show of someone who has not entered a certain healing state of containment, self forgiving and self understanding. It is show of someone still battling with the lower entities. Lower entities are always there, and they can cling on to our hairs and to our every thought and feeling. But we can stop them in our final words. When our speak is curated, we have won this battle, and not only will we show as more powerful, we will be able to ourselves find peace in our minds when these entities try to take over them.
The second show of high magic is peace. We are in peace when we have learned to not take things personal. We've been taught the one way on this, where it benefits us, understanding that other's issues are not about us, that we are not the center of their attention and that we are not being attacked. Here I will share the other way this takes peace from us, and that is taking peace away from others. When an issue is presented and we are still young and weak emotionally, there is no high priestess with silent understanding, we feel guilty because we assume it's our fault. We have a hard time seeing how this is just egoic psychopathic control. There is nothing more hurting to our positive progress than our own positive expectations. If we can ditch those and vibe from the emptiness, the lack, the absence, the scarcity and the negativity of our present, then we can positively walk and find the path to a better place, with our illusions and childish desires for control out of the way. Taking it personal will not only hurt us, but it will hurt others and take peace out of the equation. When we assume that the other is trying to harm us, because he is speaking something that we wrongly assume it's about us, then we are projecting negativity onto him, and this creates a negative feedback loop. When we understand that we are at the center of our experience but we are not the center of spirit, and this shows as being able to stay in the dark, not speak, not gossip and not get involved, then we have found peace for ourselves and for others. We can affect change, we just need to find the way to do it with a lot more style.
