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5 I'x
Citando a Julian Katari del 10/02/2025, 2:07 pm
Hidden fun
I know you do it, c'mon, everyone does. Don't martyr yourself trying to be fully transparent, we aren't, today's nawal will confirm. We like to do things that no one knows about. Many of them are fun because they are about surprise, about hiding, about concealing. The Toltec practice of being impeccable with your words -which I may say is a life-long challenge- takes a new twist here, because there are ways for doing that. Being impeccable means saying the right things, and that they are correct, it doesn't mean say everything you think and reveal everything you feel at once. If we do that, we will walk a short path to misery. We yet don't live in a society guided by love, so we need to beware, take care, distrust and protect ourselves and our loved ones, from giving others too much information.
It's not all about fun, magic too requires knowing what to keep to yourself. Healing others requires saying the right things, seeing that if you tell right away what is wrong to the person, you might just push them into distrusting you; so you need to patiently wait and find the way for that person to come to the answer by themselves, that sure, you could just give them right away, but if they are not ready to see it, they won't, and telling them won't help. Today is a good day to teach and learn about these arts, the art of knowing how to play the music. An example again, you don't just play all the notes at once, even if you know them. Everything comes at its time. Silence and space are important. Concealment, mystery and suspense, part of the music.
Hidden fun
I know you do it, c'mon, everyone does. Don't martyr yourself trying to be fully transparent, we aren't, today's nawal will confirm. We like to do things that no one knows about. Many of them are fun because they are about surprise, about hiding, about concealing. The Toltec practice of being impeccable with your words -which I may say is a life-long challenge- takes a new twist here, because there are ways for doing that. Being impeccable means saying the right things, and that they are correct, it doesn't mean say everything you think and reveal everything you feel at once. If we do that, we will walk a short path to misery. We yet don't live in a society guided by love, so we need to beware, take care, distrust and protect ourselves and our loved ones, from giving others too much information.
It's not all about fun, magic too requires knowing what to keep to yourself. Healing others requires saying the right things, seeing that if you tell right away what is wrong to the person, you might just push them into distrusting you; so you need to patiently wait and find the way for that person to come to the answer by themselves, that sure, you could just give them right away, but if they are not ready to see it, they won't, and telling them won't help. Today is a good day to teach and learn about these arts, the art of knowing how to play the music. An example again, you don't just play all the notes at once, even if you know them. Everything comes at its time. Silence and space are important. Concealment, mystery and suspense, part of the music.
Citando a Julian Katari del 28/10/2025, 1:25 pmLost feminine.
The generational stomp of indoctrination, neurological warfare and systemic dehumanization has successfully ripped off the elevated skills and prowesses of the divine feminine, of the sorceress, represented by today's nawal. Being on the path of medicine can bring us closer to recovering this lost natural state, but it's not guaranteed. I sincerely believe the damage is far too extense and many, regardless of how much they walk on the path, will struggle crossing into the silence. To observe what we have lost, we can look at wild cats (domestic ones, if vaccinated, have gone much through the same) or we can observe some few native women in their villages. Staying free of substances and energies that hurt our neurological system is helpful, the younger the better, in having this inner spark of bright darkness or loud silence, be within us. Sharing it here, thanks to today's nawal, I lovingly write as a prayer that I believe will help.
Knowledge can get us to build the temples and the temple complex. It can get us to have the most beautiful shining building to host the god or goddess we want to shelter there. Yet it's not until today's nawal is applied that we can have the skill to wisely apply the wisdom. This wisdom is intuitive and silent, it doesn't come from anywhere and it is certainly not found within the packet of knowledge. Knowledge can be helpful until it is misguiding, if we don't have access to silent wisdom. Two traits can be shared today about how this invisible can be seen in those who wield its power. The first is being silent. High sorcerers and sorceresses (feminine power is indistinct of the gender who bears it) know that barfing out their feelings with words as they come is highly noxious. It is a show of someone who has not entered a certain healing state of containment, self forgiving and self understanding. It is show of someone still battling with the lower entities. Lower entities are always there, and they can cling on to our hairs and to our every thought and feeling. But we can stop them in our final words. When our speak is curated, we have won this battle, and not only will we show as more powerful, we will be able to ourselves find peace in our minds when these entities try to take over them.
The second show of high magic is peace. We are in peace when we have learned to not take things personal. We've been taught the one way on this, where it benefits us, understanding that other's issues are not about us, that we are not the center of their attention and that we are not being attacked. Here I will share the other way this takes peace from us, and that is taking peace away from others. When an issue is presented and we are still young and weak emotionally, there is no high priestess with silent understanding, we feel guilty because we assume it's our fault. We have a hard time seeing how this is just egoic psychopathic control. There is nothing more hurting to our positive progress than our own positive expectations. If we can ditch those and vibe from the emptiness, the lack, the absence, the scarcity and the negativity of our present, then we can positively walk and find the path to a better place, with our illusions and childish desires for control out of the way. Taking it personal will not only hurt us, but it will hurt others and take peace out of the equation. When we assume that the other is trying to harm us, because he is speaking something that we wrongly assume it's about us, then we are projecting negativity onto him, and this creates a negative feedback loop. When we understand that we are at the center of our experience but we are not the center of spirit, and this shows as being able to stay in the dark, not speak, not gossip and not get involved, then we have found peace for ourselves and for others. We can affect change, we just need to find the way to do it with a lot more style.
Lost feminine.
The generational stomp of indoctrination, neurological warfare and systemic dehumanization has successfully ripped off the elevated skills and prowesses of the divine feminine, of the sorceress, represented by today's nawal. Being on the path of medicine can bring us closer to recovering this lost natural state, but it's not guaranteed. I sincerely believe the damage is far too extense and many, regardless of how much they walk on the path, will struggle crossing into the silence. To observe what we have lost, we can look at wild cats (domestic ones, if vaccinated, have gone much through the same) or we can observe some few native women in their villages. Staying free of substances and energies that hurt our neurological system is helpful, the younger the better, in having this inner spark of bright darkness or loud silence, be within us. Sharing it here, thanks to today's nawal, I lovingly write as a prayer that I believe will help.
Knowledge can get us to build the temples and the temple complex. It can get us to have the most beautiful shining building to host the god or goddess we want to shelter there. Yet it's not until today's nawal is applied that we can have the skill to wisely apply the wisdom. This wisdom is intuitive and silent, it doesn't come from anywhere and it is certainly not found within the packet of knowledge. Knowledge can be helpful until it is misguiding, if we don't have access to silent wisdom. Two traits can be shared today about how this invisible can be seen in those who wield its power. The first is being silent. High sorcerers and sorceresses (feminine power is indistinct of the gender who bears it) know that barfing out their feelings with words as they come is highly noxious. It is a show of someone who has not entered a certain healing state of containment, self forgiving and self understanding. It is show of someone still battling with the lower entities. Lower entities are always there, and they can cling on to our hairs and to our every thought and feeling. But we can stop them in our final words. When our speak is curated, we have won this battle, and not only will we show as more powerful, we will be able to ourselves find peace in our minds when these entities try to take over them.
The second show of high magic is peace. We are in peace when we have learned to not take things personal. We've been taught the one way on this, where it benefits us, understanding that other's issues are not about us, that we are not the center of their attention and that we are not being attacked. Here I will share the other way this takes peace from us, and that is taking peace away from others. When an issue is presented and we are still young and weak emotionally, there is no high priestess with silent understanding, we feel guilty because we assume it's our fault. We have a hard time seeing how this is just egoic psychopathic control. There is nothing more hurting to our positive progress than our own positive expectations. If we can ditch those and vibe from the emptiness, the lack, the absence, the scarcity and the negativity of our present, then we can positively walk and find the path to a better place, with our illusions and childish desires for control out of the way. Taking it personal will not only hurt us, but it will hurt others and take peace out of the equation. When we assume that the other is trying to harm us, because he is speaking something that we wrongly assume it's about us, then we are projecting negativity onto him, and this creates a negative feedback loop. When we understand that we are at the center of our experience but we are not the center of spirit, and this shows as being able to stay in the dark, not speak, not gossip and not get involved, then we have found peace for ourselves and for others. We can affect change, we just need to find the way to do it with a lot more style.
Citando a Julian Katari del 15/07/2026, 12:47 pmDam.
Energy gathers in invisible ways. Today, a deliberate space is cleared for the darkness, and we may experience absence, failure, retreat, or a simple lack of motivation to press forward. This must be embraced as the deep feminine wisdom required to dam the rushing river of intent, allowing us to gather enough hydrostatic pressure to break through later on. Today is about preparation, and preparation is often profoundly uncomfortable; it requires navigating a temporary drought of the vital energy we usually enjoy, holding it back and storing it for the terrain that lies ahead.
The systematic warfare of our modern landscape has successfully severed us from the divine feminine—the intuitive, silent sorceress represented by today’s nawal, whose raw power is found not in accumulated knowledge, but in the quiet containment of the dark. Reclaiming this ancestral state demands that we master the rigorous art of silence, treating our words not as a chaotic discharge of raw emotion, but as curated, deliberate acts of spiritual containment that starve the lower entities feeding on our reactivity.
High magic is ultimately defined by this unshakeable peace, achieved only when we abandon our childish expectations of control, stop taking the friction of others personally, and choose to operate from a place of fertile emptiness. By refusing to gossip, react, or project our wounds outward, we preserve our cognitive sovereignty, find peace within the shadows, and finally learn to affect change in this crooked world with a lot more style.
The Jaguar/The Wizard (I'x / Ocelotl) represents the spirit of the jungle, the sacred feminine energy, the vital strength of the earth, the guardian of sacred spaces, high intuition, and the shamanic power that operates in the deep shadows of the night. It is the nawal of the seers, the strategists, the altars, and the untamed power of nature, though it can manifest as excessive vanity, a lust for absolute power, jealousy, or a vengeful and aggressive nature if its potent earthly energy becomes distorted or disconnected from the heart. In its fifth position (Job'), it carries the highly dynamic, challenging, and testing frequency of the number five. Five represents the hand of power, the necessity of internal work, the friction that initiates true transformation, and the gathering of energy required to overcome obstacles.
To embody Five I'x is to master the quiet containment of your spiritual power. The stable, vertical alignment established by yesterday's Reed has met a point of friction today, demanding that you use the silent, nocturnal strength of the Jaguar to dam the flow and gather your forces. Sitting at the challenging, testing threshold of the number five, this nawal does not tolerate leaky emotional outbursts, superficial posturing, or the exhausting need to constantly be seen. It demands that you step back into the fertile darkness, close the gates of your attention, and allow your intent to pool into a formidable reservoir of power. Do not let the discomfort of temporary stillness force you into premature action. Use the sharp, nocturnal lens of the Jaguar today to hold your ground, starve the parasitic entities that thrive on your reactivity, and let your silence become your greatest shield. The waters are rising behind the dam today; contain your power, master the darkness, and prepare to strike when the time is right.
Dam.
Energy gathers in invisible ways. Today, a deliberate space is cleared for the darkness, and we may experience absence, failure, retreat, or a simple lack of motivation to press forward. This must be embraced as the deep feminine wisdom required to dam the rushing river of intent, allowing us to gather enough hydrostatic pressure to break through later on. Today is about preparation, and preparation is often profoundly uncomfortable; it requires navigating a temporary drought of the vital energy we usually enjoy, holding it back and storing it for the terrain that lies ahead.
The systematic warfare of our modern landscape has successfully severed us from the divine feminine—the intuitive, silent sorceress represented by today’s nawal, whose raw power is found not in accumulated knowledge, but in the quiet containment of the dark. Reclaiming this ancestral state demands that we master the rigorous art of silence, treating our words not as a chaotic discharge of raw emotion, but as curated, deliberate acts of spiritual containment that starve the lower entities feeding on our reactivity.
High magic is ultimately defined by this unshakeable peace, achieved only when we abandon our childish expectations of control, stop taking the friction of others personally, and choose to operate from a place of fertile emptiness. By refusing to gossip, react, or project our wounds outward, we preserve our cognitive sovereignty, find peace within the shadows, and finally learn to affect change in this crooked world with a lot more style.
The Jaguar/The Wizard (I'x / Ocelotl) represents the spirit of the jungle, the sacred feminine energy, the vital strength of the earth, the guardian of sacred spaces, high intuition, and the shamanic power that operates in the deep shadows of the night. It is the nawal of the seers, the strategists, the altars, and the untamed power of nature, though it can manifest as excessive vanity, a lust for absolute power, jealousy, or a vengeful and aggressive nature if its potent earthly energy becomes distorted or disconnected from the heart. In its fifth position (Job'), it carries the highly dynamic, challenging, and testing frequency of the number five. Five represents the hand of power, the necessity of internal work, the friction that initiates true transformation, and the gathering of energy required to overcome obstacles.
To embody Five I'x is to master the quiet containment of your spiritual power. The stable, vertical alignment established by yesterday's Reed has met a point of friction today, demanding that you use the silent, nocturnal strength of the Jaguar to dam the flow and gather your forces. Sitting at the challenging, testing threshold of the number five, this nawal does not tolerate leaky emotional outbursts, superficial posturing, or the exhausting need to constantly be seen. It demands that you step back into the fertile darkness, close the gates of your attention, and allow your intent to pool into a formidable reservoir of power. Do not let the discomfort of temporary stillness force you into premature action. Use the sharp, nocturnal lens of the Jaguar today to hold your ground, starve the parasitic entities that thrive on your reactivity, and let your silence become your greatest shield. The waters are rising behind the dam today; contain your power, master the darkness, and prepare to strike when the time is right.