Citando a Julian Katari del 16/02/2025, 1:12 pm

Another way of loving

You don't really love something that much until you loose it. Changed the words a little bit. How far does this saying go! A recent loss may be doing its thing on us. It's teaching me for example (two days after my drive with 2 years of work got burnt, I dropped all my camera gear in the water, hopefully it's not completely lost) to become a much better person, to take a lot more care as to how I act, every single second, specifically when treating others. How valuable are other people, how valuable I am, and how much more valuable I can be if I make that fine tuning each second of my attention to be much more loving for everyone else. All that love we might have had to work and tools that were lost, or to a loved one that passed away, can be harnessed, replicated, and used to give so much more, to expand the love for creation, for just being here, for what is still is here.

The energy I might have lost  I'm harnessing in so that I become a much better person, a much better soul. It's what we can do to honor those who we loved and are gone. The oracle says that someone or something is writing about us and that is the way we are being loved today. It certainly is. Today is the last day of my live sessions of 4 months of sharing myself each week with a beautiful community called Rune Soup. The simple interpretation to today's combination is that love is ending, it's fleeting away. But like I'm attempting to describe here in writing, It's not disappearing as it is liberating and transforming into something new, something better, something bigger that must be coming.

I really thought the storm day yesterday would confirm something really big, maybe it kind of did, after 4 months I was replied a message from Sixth-sun studio where they are open to hearing my proposal. Nothing that promising yet, and by far not as shocking as what happened to me, a real crisis, all my investment, all my gear, is now hanging by a thread.  I guess storm days bring about rain but always by means of crisis.

Today the sun after the storm should tell a tale of love coming back, but with an 11 combination, it tells the tale of love going away. Letting go is crucial for the flow of love, is the lesson. A twelve crocodile should bring the cristal-crear abundance tomorrow, only to give way to the ending of the same-ol spirit, ending the trecena. What a bitch, the dog. And what does it lead to? the transformation! the night trecena! Three days after that trecena is over, in a four storm day, we are going to a water offering dance ceremony in a river that goes into a cave, celebrated by different communities in the region. We were shooting the introduction to that adventure we wanted to document for you; we will see if the water will allow us (if the gear can be recovered). Last year in that same ceremony, a filmmaker friend flew his first-time used film-quality drone into the cave with the river, where it lost signal and fell into the river to never be recovered again.

So much offering to the water, I hope it will all come back after lighting the fire and going to the water retreat. Love is also like that, says today's nawal. It's not just hugging and kissing, holding and sucking on the object or subject of love; it's also letting them be, letting them go, loving them through memory, through reverence, through prayer, through being thankful for the time you got to be with them.