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9 Kemee
Citando a Julian Katari del 24/12/2024, 3:45 pm
Selfullness
We come into this world and will go from it alone. There is great teaching about living in communion with others, learning to not be selfish. Our deepest longing is to share intimacy with others, be able to be understood, share warmth in the dark corners of our inside. Waking up from the selfish, individualistic, alienated society of today will bring us to the realization of how connected we all are and how the community extends beyond our ideas, localities and human communities and extends to the land, the mountains, the spirits of our ancestors and the cosmos.
Balance however, coming tomorrow, will connect us with today's wisdom that speaks about our prevalent consciousness of being alone and seeing for ourselves before and beyond everything. From this "selfull" (have I coined a new term here?) consciousness we can heal completely, realizing that, for example, all of our suffering is self-induced. What happens in our minds, what we think others are thinking, how we interpret what others say, or what their gaze says. We live under the illusion that we are hurt or affected by other's negativity, and in a body level yes, we are affected by vibrations and energies, but above that, our self has the power to correct, tune and produce its own vibrations.
How you tell the story is what matters, and at this level there is no other telling the story. There is no other judge, but yourself. And even more powerfully, there is no other god, than yourself. Truth and reality bends to accommodate to what this being is saying, choosing to believe and what it's giving its attention to. One wolf says a given person is hurting you. Another says he is teaching you how to be stronger. They are both truths, they are both real. You choose which wolf to feed. You are the ultimate master of your reality.
Selfullness
We come into this world and will go from it alone. There is great teaching about living in communion with others, learning to not be selfish. Our deepest longing is to share intimacy with others, be able to be understood, share warmth in the dark corners of our inside. Waking up from the selfish, individualistic, alienated society of today will bring us to the realization of how connected we all are and how the community extends beyond our ideas, localities and human communities and extends to the land, the mountains, the spirits of our ancestors and the cosmos.
Balance however, coming tomorrow, will connect us with today's wisdom that speaks about our prevalent consciousness of being alone and seeing for ourselves before and beyond everything. From this "selfull" (have I coined a new term here?) consciousness we can heal completely, realizing that, for example, all of our suffering is self-induced. What happens in our minds, what we think others are thinking, how we interpret what others say, or what their gaze says. We live under the illusion that we are hurt or affected by other's negativity, and in a body level yes, we are affected by vibrations and energies, but above that, our self has the power to correct, tune and produce its own vibrations.
How you tell the story is what matters, and at this level there is no other telling the story. There is no other judge, but yourself. And even more powerfully, there is no other god, than yourself. Truth and reality bends to accommodate to what this being is saying, choosing to believe and what it's giving its attention to. One wolf says a given person is hurting you. Another says he is teaching you how to be stronger. They are both truths, they are both real. You choose which wolf to feed. You are the ultimate master of your reality.
Citando a Julian Katari del 10/09/2025, 2:35 pmThe place of the dead - looking back.
Trying to prove materialism wrong is going to get boring quite soon, just like in the way science proved dogma wrong. We really want to know what's real and what is just our imagination, and the closer we come to truth the more that line vanishes. Yet there is lie, deceit, darkness and evil, and their advocates work with the lights, shadows and lines, making us imagine things that are not and taking advantage from our inability to tell what is real, to know for ourselves, to understand. That's why we have embarked on the path of knowing for ourselves, of awakening, the medicine way, leaving the cities and the mind prisons to enter the cosmos of experience.
Since, we have been crafting our destiny, with many turns, pits and falls. We are learning, which means we don't know yet. In this learning we are drawing our own map of understanding, a constantly improving resolution of an image we are seeing. As the image improves, what was once tale and myth, is now evident. The blurry corners and lines of what one discipline showed in a better way than the other get erased as we are able to combine disciplines, frameworks of understanding and experience; as we allow ourselves to become transcultural and intercultural, as we learn to think in new languages. By the relativity framework, which to its limits, it works, we are told that when something travels at the speed of light, and only light can do so, time stops. The universe then, from the point of view of light, is timeless. There is a "scientifically proven" or "provable" aspect of the nature of the cosmos that doesn't quite fit in with mainstream dogmatic worldviews. Our now moment is relative to the space we are in. Temporality is the by-product of our corporality, of our bodies occupying a certain space and time; in other words, it's conceptual, for as we zoom out our field of view, this "reality" is no more. The mother framework being life itself, and biological life another, important principle we inhabit, we are born, grow and will die. But when we die, we are still here. Modern scientist thinking has not dared to propose where this field of consciousness of all those who have been here but are bodyless (dead) is found, yet it's very real, and there is abundant scientific evidence for this.
These words are trying to gather aspects of a fragmented mind and invite them into inhabiting this world of the dead, where it can all be joined together. Big hello to all the ghosts that have a body, the ones that are spoken or written to and don't reply. I find that a sad (very dead) way to live. The modern war has wounded so many souls and keeps them in this "privacy" freezer, where they think that they are not being observed. Ripped from community and love, they shelter themselves in "busy-ness" and self importance, and think we buy it. In the land of the dead, we are all there, no one is left out, everything is known, nothing is a mystery. You are not hiding anything and everything you do and think is known. I will continue to inhabit this place and speak from it, especially on a 9 kemee day, regardless of touching sore spots, that is the point. This is the circle of medicine, not entertainment channel no. 1 trillion. You can join me into exploring further from the land of the dead, surpassing the challenges of time, taking the medicine of the way, or you can wait until you die. Waiting will surely make that day come sooner, I guarantee.
The place of the dead - looking back.
Trying to prove materialism wrong is going to get boring quite soon, just like in the way science proved dogma wrong. We really want to know what's real and what is just our imagination, and the closer we come to truth the more that line vanishes. Yet there is lie, deceit, darkness and evil, and their advocates work with the lights, shadows and lines, making us imagine things that are not and taking advantage from our inability to tell what is real, to know for ourselves, to understand. That's why we have embarked on the path of knowing for ourselves, of awakening, the medicine way, leaving the cities and the mind prisons to enter the cosmos of experience.
Since, we have been crafting our destiny, with many turns, pits and falls. We are learning, which means we don't know yet. In this learning we are drawing our own map of understanding, a constantly improving resolution of an image we are seeing. As the image improves, what was once tale and myth, is now evident. The blurry corners and lines of what one discipline showed in a better way than the other get erased as we are able to combine disciplines, frameworks of understanding and experience; as we allow ourselves to become transcultural and intercultural, as we learn to think in new languages. By the relativity framework, which to its limits, it works, we are told that when something travels at the speed of light, and only light can do so, time stops. The universe then, from the point of view of light, is timeless. There is a "scientifically proven" or "provable" aspect of the nature of the cosmos that doesn't quite fit in with mainstream dogmatic worldviews. Our now moment is relative to the space we are in. Temporality is the by-product of our corporality, of our bodies occupying a certain space and time; in other words, it's conceptual, for as we zoom out our field of view, this "reality" is no more. The mother framework being life itself, and biological life another, important principle we inhabit, we are born, grow and will die. But when we die, we are still here. Modern scientist thinking has not dared to propose where this field of consciousness of all those who have been here but are bodyless (dead) is found, yet it's very real, and there is abundant scientific evidence for this.
These words are trying to gather aspects of a fragmented mind and invite them into inhabiting this world of the dead, where it can all be joined together. Big hello to all the ghosts that have a body, the ones that are spoken or written to and don't reply. I find that a sad (very dead) way to live. The modern war has wounded so many souls and keeps them in this "privacy" freezer, where they think that they are not being observed. Ripped from community and love, they shelter themselves in "busy-ness" and self importance, and think we buy it. In the land of the dead, we are all there, no one is left out, everything is known, nothing is a mystery. You are not hiding anything and everything you do and think is known. I will continue to inhabit this place and speak from it, especially on a 9 kemee day, regardless of touching sore spots, that is the point. This is the circle of medicine, not entertainment channel no. 1 trillion. You can join me into exploring further from the land of the dead, surpassing the challenges of time, taking the medicine of the way, or you can wait until you die. Waiting will surely make that day come sooner, I guarantee.
Citando a Julian Katari del 28/05/2026, 2:51 pmChew.
Desire is a fire that turns wood into heat and ashes. As the smoke rises, it blurs your vision, causing you to imagine, dream, envision, and occasionally, deceive yourself. The serpent takes a bite driven entirely by need and instinct, yet sometimes you do not truly know what you were hunting until you are forced to consume it. Here we stand now; B'elejeb' Keme flashes its teeth and shows us exactly what they were designed for: chewing.
Today brings the ultimate lesson: whatever our desire serves onto our plates, we must eat it. Once you actually begin eating, you discover how genuinely desirable it truly was. The natural human tendency is to constantly want to grow, but today’s nawal reveals that growth does not come from eating more—it comes from eating better. Experiencing a more intense orgasm does not automatically grant you a better sex life. Knowing how to distill, chew, ferment, prepare, allow, and rest are the actual keys to higher nourishment. Gaining weight is not growth; gaining wisdom and knowing better is.
More shattered glass may manifest throughout your day as you clear away lingering energies that are no longer nutritious for you. This is the essence of digestion: only a few specific nutrients are extracted from the bolus, while the rest is sent down the canal to become waste and food for microbes. This sorting process intensifies today as we begin cleaning up and clearing out from the deeper layers of the Tijax trecena.
If you are wise, you will no longer be spooked by the spirits that come to haunt you; today, they should be as visibly obvious as the teeth on a skull. Hopefully, by now, you have outgrown the naivete of believing they are here specifically for you, or that you need protection from them. They are here because we are part of a grand, cosmic digestive system that is constantly biting away at and processing human creations, emotions, souls, and spirits. A nightmare does not arrive to scare you or to predict a grim future; it is simply the psychological process of facing that which needs to be internalized, passed, and integrated. It is not necessarily food to keep, but rather a visceral teaching to be learned.
The Death/Transformation (Keme) represents death, rebirth, the ancestors, the closing of cycles, protection, and the deep wisdom of the underworld. In its ninth position (B'elejeb'), it carries the powerful frequency of the feminine, universal expansion, full maturation, and the deep emotional intelligence required to complete a cycle. It provides the necessary endurance to face the absolute end of something so that transformation can fully take root.
To embody Nine Kame is to master the sacred art of decomposition. Sitting at the powerful threshold of the number nine, this energy demands that you stop swallowing your experiences whole. Do not rush to the next desire or panic when the remnants of the past begin to break apart. Chew on your current reality. Let the teeth of time grind down your illusions until only the raw, digestible truth remains. The ancestors are watching, not to terrify you, but to guide your hands as you compost your fears into wisdom. Trust the grinding of the jaw, let go of what must be expelled, and allow the old self to be fully digested so the new warrior can emerge.
Chew.
Desire is a fire that turns wood into heat and ashes. As the smoke rises, it blurs your vision, causing you to imagine, dream, envision, and occasionally, deceive yourself. The serpent takes a bite driven entirely by need and instinct, yet sometimes you do not truly know what you were hunting until you are forced to consume it. Here we stand now; B'elejeb' Keme flashes its teeth and shows us exactly what they were designed for: chewing.
Today brings the ultimate lesson: whatever our desire serves onto our plates, we must eat it. Once you actually begin eating, you discover how genuinely desirable it truly was. The natural human tendency is to constantly want to grow, but today’s nawal reveals that growth does not come from eating more—it comes from eating better. Experiencing a more intense orgasm does not automatically grant you a better sex life. Knowing how to distill, chew, ferment, prepare, allow, and rest are the actual keys to higher nourishment. Gaining weight is not growth; gaining wisdom and knowing better is.
More shattered glass may manifest throughout your day as you clear away lingering energies that are no longer nutritious for you. This is the essence of digestion: only a few specific nutrients are extracted from the bolus, while the rest is sent down the canal to become waste and food for microbes. This sorting process intensifies today as we begin cleaning up and clearing out from the deeper layers of the Tijax trecena.
If you are wise, you will no longer be spooked by the spirits that come to haunt you; today, they should be as visibly obvious as the teeth on a skull. Hopefully, by now, you have outgrown the naivete of believing they are here specifically for you, or that you need protection from them. They are here because we are part of a grand, cosmic digestive system that is constantly biting away at and processing human creations, emotions, souls, and spirits. A nightmare does not arrive to scare you or to predict a grim future; it is simply the psychological process of facing that which needs to be internalized, passed, and integrated. It is not necessarily food to keep, but rather a visceral teaching to be learned.
The Death/Transformation (Keme) represents death, rebirth, the ancestors, the closing of cycles, protection, and the deep wisdom of the underworld. In its ninth position (B'elejeb'), it carries the powerful frequency of the feminine, universal expansion, full maturation, and the deep emotional intelligence required to complete a cycle. It provides the necessary endurance to face the absolute end of something so that transformation can fully take root.
To embody Nine Kame is to master the sacred art of decomposition. Sitting at the powerful threshold of the number nine, this energy demands that you stop swallowing your experiences whole. Do not rush to the next desire or panic when the remnants of the past begin to break apart. Chew on your current reality. Let the teeth of time grind down your illusions until only the raw, digestible truth remains. The ancestors are watching, not to terrify you, but to guide your hands as you compost your fears into wisdom. Trust the grinding of the jaw, let go of what must be expelled, and allow the old self to be fully digested so the new warrior can emerge.