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Somatization
It was all love and games until one day illness showed up. If this was the case when you were a kid, it was mostly because of medical malpractice, so it doesn't quite count (though it could be also for a somatic response for a bad childhood). But further down the road, being a young fella/gal and having overcome childhood mistreatment disease, you eventually hit a new manifestation of illness. We might still be stuck here, and today can be a gateway that brings us back to that cycle.
The first healing gate to cross here, is the realization that this is sacred. It's not a punishment for something you did wrong, it's not a curse by someone else and not even from you. This illness is trying to tell you something and you must listen, and you probably already know that. If again you go listen to mainstream doctors, you are in for a long journey that will end much worse. That's a curse, a curse on humanity that is very hardly lifted and there is a great deal about this disease that is trying to sway you away from trusted but corrupt institutions and place you in the hands of the truly sacred, but scarcely known.
It's a shamanic initiation, the best you could get, that seeks to release you from domestication and bring your soul and consciousness back, where you actually have to figure shit out yourself. There is a part of the universe that your are not listening to, that your programing has deleted from your realm of possibilities, and this needs to be corrected. Today's nawal will reminds us of this and will show us our current stage in this process. Allow a sacred space, a ritual, to listen, and to pay homage to this, in the light that it's bringing you to the light, it's making you and the whole better.