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6 Imox
Surfacing trauma
Today's combination, and many other days' combinations, can have different readings. What I write here is not the absolute reading of what the energy could bring, rather, just a piece of inspiration brough by it. A Wakib Imox combination does point out to something regarding health. Since yesterday I begun getting the message of what today's message would look like. An image showed in my head as I was waiting for a cab under the blazing sun. A crocodile sticking its eyes above the water, surfacing. The conversation with my dance godmother, one of the wisest beings I know whom I had just visited, was about her being over the drama. Everyone seems to be drowning in it, and what is the point.
The cab took us and all of our dance gear to Mayra's family house, in Huatusco. Before going inside I took a leak in the hill looking at the deforesting forest in front, and that made me wonder about the young ones, of whom apparently I had just learned I no longer belong to. But I do, I was one of them and made the same mistake once, complaining. Being young we demand that the world be made right. We yell and scream when we suffer the painful reality we've been dealt. We bitch at the not so young ones and blame them, not realizing they got the same shit and maybe even worse.
When we are not willing to dive into our past, clean the water and recover the treasures lying at the bottom, then the water will grow stale and kill us. On the other hand, we may never be able to fully cleanse it, and that the gator knows, so he learns to live in the water, just like my godmother has learned to live in peace surrounded by people that are constantly drowning in their own glass of water. If we don't work with our trauma it will surface and scare us from our lives. It's the only real source of disease. If we do, we learn to arrange it, but realize soon enough that we can't clear the whole pond, so we just learn to live in it without drowning.