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2 Kaan

The bad side of us

When we go out, meet others, speak publicly, we show the best part of who we are. We rarely get to know the bad side of someone, unless we sleep with him/her. Even then, it might take us time to start showing how we sometimes truly feel and how we would actually act sometimes. So finally after four hundred nights together, we finally show the worse of us. It seems wrong, and if not embraced in a loving way, as we will do right here, it can end relationships as we sometimes hardly access loving teachings from ancestors that can guide us in not taking it the wrong way. Here we are getting intimate and so we will embrace what just happened and understand that this mean ass motherfucker is also us.

Creating a sacred space in our relationships is crucial so that we can speak about this without getting worked up. Inside of this space, we must say that this being will also be accepted, and only by means of that can we start taking some of the meanness and ugliness out. Today invites us to the knowledge and the wisdom of allowing this bad side to show and exist, as it is the only way that it can grow into being a more loving and understanding guy/gal. This day must also invite us to be more tolerant and respectful to others when they are showing bad behavior. Only through love and integration, does anything grow.

Separating the body

Yesterday I wanted to go a little more over the agreement we have with the web of failure, so that we can take this trecena sequentially and get the most out of this process.

Time and the energies are what we make of them.

The web of failure.

These are the thoughts that can be extracted from the great agreement that we unwillingly make with the system. We are led to believe (agree with) that:

  • We resign to our spirit and become a persona of the system, with a number.
  • We are naturally not very wise nor smart.
  • The smart ones are the ones leading the way.
  • Humans are by nature greedy.
  • Only through systemic shifts and control (laws, policies, politics and enforcement) can changes and improvement be introduced in society. We are unable to execute our own progress in any other way.
  • The system is a complex web that favors a few but that everyone has democratic power and benefit to a certain extent over it. The events and occurrences are of everyone's and nature's creation, there is no agenda.
  • Only by force will we ever have a significant transformation. Disaster must strike us in order for us to understand or change.
  • Only by means of an external savior, someone with far better capabilities than ours, can we ever see positive change.
  • Technology will eventually save us by bringing solutions to the problems we create.
  • We are powerless over our human destiny. We must simply allow whatever is to continue.
  • This system will naturally and eventually correct itself.
  • Even if all of this is true, there is nothing I can do about it. I am a grain of sand. Whatever I do, it will never be enough to make a difference.

Review these agreements, it's many derivatives and find new agreements to replace them with.

To move forward, we must agree that the web of failure is an obsolete unsustainable system that we choose to not be part of anymore. We understand we've been deceived and so all these beliefs are simply choices. We so then choose to believe something different, that a return to the web of life is possible.

Separation of the body

War and suffering are not inherently natural to humans, it is the product of a long-crafted history, one that you can take the time to research about and understand all of its intricacies. We will be doing that int the section of the circle called deconstructing the matrix. Meanwhile time presses on us just like this war rages around us, and we must act if we are to take care of ourselves. We think that an oppressive system of totalitarian control is something that technocracy and technology have spawned, and that we are heading to that world. Seems like that is another agreement the system itself disguises by. Make you afraid of a dystopic future will get you unnoticeably accepting a dystopic present. Digital ID's and social media brainwashing are just new versions of things that already existed.

Totalitarian control was exercised already by the papal states, and mind control was achieved through the edition of what was imposed as the sacred texts, as well as the canons that were taught and also imposed. To first take over the mind of someone, it must be disconnected from its body. The body is going to be represented by the snake. The snake then was an evil entity that was responsible for landing us where we are, in hell, not paradise. Reproductions of this worldview have their echoes even in eastern religions. Karma is the unavoidable by-product of the earth, the land, the body, material life. Salvation exists only in the afterlife, in access to nirvana, in the overcoming of the physicality. This highly practiced twist to eastern worldview does the same as western imperialist Christianity: it associates the body, physicality and earthly living with something that is not sacred, nature is inherently lower, a jail to spirit.

The deprecatory and enslaving nature of the world is a projection of those who are exercising oppression, it is not inherent to any worldview, yet can be reflected in them. When free thinkers dared to cross the ocean and look at what people in this continent had as views, they found that the divorce between matter and spirit was a forced one, this was the land of the snake, and it was a paradise before they destroyed it. They had to, if not, it would have taken over the world. Either the body heals, or the host dies, which one are you?

The way the empire found to take over mankind's mind and soul, was by associating the body's and nature's most primal force and source of life and good with evil: sexuality. Once this is conquered, everything else unfolds. There is much work of healing pending for this circle around this, and we can't do it in this reading, we will get to the point, to today's nawal message. Follow your body, and follow your balls/ovaries. You may have been doing this and it may have hurt you, yet it has been the right choice. Many teachings around sexuality will teach the opposite. Liberate your body. It's very hard, but it's the path. We must allow our bodies to live and enjoy themselves without judgment or associations. We need to stop treating sexuality as a coin of exchange. We need to stop associating our sexuality with something that is or is not sacred. It's intrinsically, autopoietically sacred, regardless of what you think. There are no goods or bads. Stop associating it with pain. It's pleasure, and pleasure is good. Stop using it as a means for hurting others or exercising control. Stop associating it with something dirty. Quit being afraid of germs, nothing attracts illness more than this. Release it as something extremely "sacred" and let it be mundane. Stop thinking it's a gate for energy loss, it's that only if you think it is.

Without it, there is no life, no inspiration, no quest. Give the quest for sexual freedom its place. Remove taboos, and be ready for the backlash of that. For sure this can get you into trouble, you will be despised as a low-life snake. Welcome to the club. This is the effects of choosing freedom, and freedom will not come until we free our bodies from our own oppressive minds that keep our snake bottled. In doing this you may make mistakes, cross boundaries, hurt and get hurt. Forgive others and yourself and learn from the mistakes. Take it all as love and teaching and don't fall into punishment.

Give yourself more time to be with your body, doing hours of yoga and bodywork. I know work and money don't allow, but find the way anyways. Go dance, act crazy, do the forbidden moves, release the tensions and somatize everything actively and consciously with your body. Take the time you don't have to lay there, rest, take a nap, let the body be the most important one. Our body is our mother earth. We have been separated from her. As we learn to be more inclusive of it, the gates to being more included on mother earth open.

 

No Choice.

A two-snake day presents itself as a choice we don't truly have—like standing at an ice cream counter, torn between the only two flavors you want. You want them both, but you can only choose one. Scarcity is not merely a modern mindset; it is a structural reality, especially within the broken architecture of today's civilization. Nature’s true way is one of deep abundance, but it is not a state of infinite, simultaneous options. Sometimes a tree yields one specific fruit; sometimes another. When the branches are heavy, the harvest feels boundless, but it is entirely bound to that fruit—you cannot demand a different crop out of season. The modern system artificially replaces this natural limit with the illusion of infinite availability, but it does so at the cost of erasing future possibilities and systematically depriving those who cannot access even a single fruit from the tree.

Today's nawal strips away the illusion to reveal the true nature of availability and abundance: the interplay between natural boundaries and manufactured scarcity. Right now, you cannot simply get a scoop of both flavors because you are operating under a tight budget, and the shop's rigid rules won't allow it. If we were to return to a state of nature, this specific financial frustration wouldn't exist, but you would still be limited to a single flavor because only one fruit is currently in season. Today, reality will present you with this exact kind of restricted option—what can best be described as a choice of no choice.

This frequency also speaks directly to the internal tension of our intent splitting into two separate directions. It is that precise moment when you desire one thing but also yearn for its opposite, and where choosing a single path leaves you feeling somewhat unsatisfied. Nestled deep within the K'at trecena, and building upon the raw harvest we received yesterday, you are required to commit to one of these paths, even if it fails to make you feel completely whole. This marks the beginning of a practical compromise: settling for the rabbit when you were originally hunting for deer. The hunger will persist, but its edge will be slightly softened. If a compromise like this is the heaviest challenge that knocks on your door today, consider yourself blessed. For others caught in the web of this trecena, the energy has dealt a severe blow to their reality—forcing them to violently sever a person or a structure from their lives through an undesirable and aggressive mediator.

The Serpent/The Cosmic Vital Force (Chicchan) represents the celestial serpent, the Kundalini energy, the vital life force, physical agility, and the raw electrical power of the nervous system. It is the nawal of internal fire, passion, spiritual evolution, and the deep, instinctual wisdom that allows us to shed old skins. In its second position (Ka'), it carries the frequency of the number two, which introduces the dual forces of polarity, choice, separation, and the inherent friction between two opposing options. Two represents the mirror, the split path, and the necessary tension required to make a definitive movement forward.

To embody Two Chicchan is to master the sacred tension of a divided force. The grounding, material net of this K'at trecena is demanding organization and structure, but today the serpent energy splits your focus into two distinct directions. Sitting at the polarizing threshold of the number two, this nawal does not ask you to wait for a perfect, singular option to magically appear. It asks you to feel the internal fire of your desires, acknowledge the natural limits of your current reality, and make a sovereign executive decision. Do not paralyze yourself mourning the option you must leave behind. Use the sharp, instinctual lens of today's energy to accept the compromise, swallow the medicine of the choice of no choice, and let the vital force of the serpent propel you down the path you choose, trusting that even a partial harvest is enough to keep the fire burning.

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