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13 Ajpuu
Not coming
Harvesting a field is something that is guaranteed, if things are done right, even with the ullage, we harvest something. In the same way we can plan for things to be completed, in my case the launch of the Toltec training course, and even if I didn't get that many videos ready for tomorrow's debut, it will still be launched. But for some matters like magic, spirituality and love, it's not the same. Non material aspects of our reality cannot be asked to behave within the framework of material reality, which is time. This means that we cannot demand a time for love to be here, or for some sacred gift to arrive. If you were waiting for that for today, as you could because of the specific day combination for today, then the answer it will give you is that it's not coming. Not today.
Makes me think of a story of love that I fell in love with, an Aymara movie called wiñay pacha. In it a couple of elders that live alone in the mountains are waiting for their son to come back, and he never does, and as they wait, their life crumbles into... a beautiful story. Love is many times like that, just the consciousness, the memory of something, even the story of something that wanted to be but never materialized. To the ajpuu life is this, this is its harvest, our harvest, the beautiful memory of something, the inspiring desire of something to be, even if it's not quite here. If we learn to feed from this light, be this light and understand that it's the highest form of existence and not get snaky obsessed with materializing it, then it might just happen.