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12 Tooj
Citando a Julian Katari del 27/12/2024, 12:10 pm
Full cup
We are coming to an end, the end of the 260 day count that stars with 1 monkey. Today we have gathered the water, the glass is full, it cannot take in any more. Emotionally we are done. We will either burst into sorrow, crying, anger, or we are done with that and will learn to live above those feelings, understanding that despite and because of the situation, we cannot afford drowning.
It seems like for the moment there is nothing to fix. We simply have to put up with this, that is the best fix. Learning to withstand the hot water and not wanting to pull out, even though we should. We want to find blame, responsibility, and there is no one, and nothing. Sitting in this water, withstanding it will allow it to settle. If we move around, if we try to get out, we will stir it and it will be worse. By staying still, the mud will settle. We will see very soon, what is in the water. It will come clean.
Full cup
We are coming to an end, the end of the 260 day count that stars with 1 monkey. Today we have gathered the water, the glass is full, it cannot take in any more. Emotionally we are done. We will either burst into sorrow, crying, anger, or we are done with that and will learn to live above those feelings, understanding that despite and because of the situation, we cannot afford drowning.
It seems like for the moment there is nothing to fix. We simply have to put up with this, that is the best fix. Learning to withstand the hot water and not wanting to pull out, even though we should. We want to find blame, responsibility, and there is no one, and nothing. Sitting in this water, withstanding it will allow it to settle. If we move around, if we try to get out, we will stir it and it will be worse. By staying still, the mud will settle. We will see very soon, what is in the water. It will come clean.
Citando a Julian Katari del 13/09/2025, 3:14 pmWhat are you cooking?
The snake always wants more, it is its nature. I was put on the quest to answer what is evil, and this like many other concepts are brought this trecena to the light of the flintstone, the obsidian mirror. The layers of the fire of our existence are like mirrors that reflect the light of the monad, each dimension is a mirror that reflects the light onto the next, like the layers of the onion metaphor. The reflection grows weaker and fainter as it is cast through the different layers, and the further away, the less evident things are. My schools taught me that as much as we would like to put all of humanity in the same bag, there are cultural determinants, let's call them points of view, and the whole cannot be described from a universal point of view, from a single language, we can only see a reflection of the layer we wish to focus on, and there are different places from where those reflections can be observed. The universalist conclusion of the connected African Eurasian continent cultures is that we are living in a false matrix, a sort of jail, and that the earth and physicality are part of it. The quest then is to become free from this, reach nirvana. That's the main difference from a north and south American narrative, where the earth and physicality are part of the monad, and it is not the source nor the place of the trap or the falsehood.
We cannot really ever state what truth is, as this is an invention of the monotheistic empire that conquered everyone. This means that we only serve what is our intention, there is no unbiased observation of the universe, or history. And this is ok, says today's nawal. We cannot drop the snake, the snake is what we are, what created us, it is our intent manifest through the different layers. To where we can agree with Dante is that free will was given to us as an act of love, and this freedom is what allows us to evolve through apophatic learning. The smoking mirror cosmology, Mesoamerican worldview, scopes these dynamics of the universe in a much better way, where there is space for darkness and evil, but evil and darkness are not the space, nor a byproduct of it where we are hopelessly trapped. This worldview allows for a getting out of the jail, and leads to an honest identification of what the jail is. It's not the nature of the universe, or part of it -the earth- rather, the deceitful construct some few humans have built to enslave the rest of the humans.
Everything that can be thought, is true, or is truth, and that includes deceit for domination. Yet we would need to identify, choose, to not be deceived and dominated and from that identify and determine that which is not true. In this evolution, we have the choice to grow into a better adapted organism. Given that the universe is love, and it gives us freedom, this evolution is but a choice, and not a determined state or an unavoidable fate. Beware of the misconceptions and misinterpretations of this and any worldview. If it's leading you to have the freedom of choice, then you should come to reason one day and choose to stop identifying and falling for the false, and choose the path of evolution. If it's telling you that there is no choice, that we are in a universe that is evil in nature, or that we won't ever be able to surpass our own human nature to dominate and be dominated; that we live in holographic universe that projects the truth but that is intrinsically false or artificial, then that worldview is taking the choice from you, keeping you trapped in the falsehood that is still -as long as we don't choose to evolve from it- very real.
As we evolve we symbiose with what grows in us and feeds from us, what predates on us ends up cooperating with us. In this process celular structures and genetic codes are transformed and free radicals and exosomes are released. Toxins are purged out of the body through a healing crisis. Getting sick is not something that dooms us to recoil, it's our necessary process of evolving into the new stronger form. Make sure that you are purging out the mental structures and worldviews, habits and traits in you that keep you stuck, weak and powerless. Understand that this process is never over, if you think you're there, it's because you have not even started.
What are you cooking?
The snake always wants more, it is its nature. I was put on the quest to answer what is evil, and this like many other concepts are brought this trecena to the light of the flintstone, the obsidian mirror. The layers of the fire of our existence are like mirrors that reflect the light of the monad, each dimension is a mirror that reflects the light onto the next, like the layers of the onion metaphor. The reflection grows weaker and fainter as it is cast through the different layers, and the further away, the less evident things are. My schools taught me that as much as we would like to put all of humanity in the same bag, there are cultural determinants, let's call them points of view, and the whole cannot be described from a universal point of view, from a single language, we can only see a reflection of the layer we wish to focus on, and there are different places from where those reflections can be observed. The universalist conclusion of the connected African Eurasian continent cultures is that we are living in a false matrix, a sort of jail, and that the earth and physicality are part of it. The quest then is to become free from this, reach nirvana. That's the main difference from a north and south American narrative, where the earth and physicality are part of the monad, and it is not the source nor the place of the trap or the falsehood.
We cannot really ever state what truth is, as this is an invention of the monotheistic empire that conquered everyone. This means that we only serve what is our intention, there is no unbiased observation of the universe, or history. And this is ok, says today's nawal. We cannot drop the snake, the snake is what we are, what created us, it is our intent manifest through the different layers. To where we can agree with Dante is that free will was given to us as an act of love, and this freedom is what allows us to evolve through apophatic learning. The smoking mirror cosmology, Mesoamerican worldview, scopes these dynamics of the universe in a much better way, where there is space for darkness and evil, but evil and darkness are not the space, nor a byproduct of it where we are hopelessly trapped. This worldview allows for a getting out of the jail, and leads to an honest identification of what the jail is. It's not the nature of the universe, or part of it -the earth- rather, the deceitful construct some few humans have built to enslave the rest of the humans.
Everything that can be thought, is true, or is truth, and that includes deceit for domination. Yet we would need to identify, choose, to not be deceived and dominated and from that identify and determine that which is not true. In this evolution, we have the choice to grow into a better adapted organism. Given that the universe is love, and it gives us freedom, this evolution is but a choice, and not a determined state or an unavoidable fate. Beware of the misconceptions and misinterpretations of this and any worldview. If it's leading you to have the freedom of choice, then you should come to reason one day and choose to stop identifying and falling for the false, and choose the path of evolution. If it's telling you that there is no choice, that we are in a universe that is evil in nature, or that we won't ever be able to surpass our own human nature to dominate and be dominated; that we live in holographic universe that projects the truth but that is intrinsically false or artificial, then that worldview is taking the choice from you, keeping you trapped in the falsehood that is still -as long as we don't choose to evolve from it- very real.
As we evolve we symbiose with what grows in us and feeds from us, what predates on us ends up cooperating with us. In this process celular structures and genetic codes are transformed and free radicals and exosomes are released. Toxins are purged out of the body through a healing crisis. Getting sick is not something that dooms us to recoil, it's our necessary process of evolving into the new stronger form. Make sure that you are purging out the mental structures and worldviews, habits and traits in you that keep you stuck, weak and powerless. Understand that this process is never over, if you think you're there, it's because you have not even started.
Citando a Julian Katari del 31/05/2026, 7:23 pmClean Up.
The star shines so that it can feed the plants growing here on Earth. Thus, we arrive at the ultimate conclusion: what are we to do? As we approach completion, what is the end game to all of this? What path are you to follow? For the first time, Tooj appears not as the shortsighted, blocked fire that must learn to flow and sustain rhythm, but as a clear, expansive vision of what is to follow. It is quite simple: there is a mess, and cleaning it up is precisely what we must do.
True to the nature of Tooj, however, we might postpone this task—suffering the pleasure or displeasure of a burning desire, or the absolute lack of it, to do just that. In doing so, we allow ourselves to pile onto our debt. The debt—or karma—is simply everything we know is wrong and should make right, but are actively choosing to ignore. Hopefully, with this message, the inflamed tumor of your extreme laziness will finally burst. There is nothing else to do in this world but to make it right, and any excuse that enters your mind to avoid participating is just part of the gunk that will either keep you stuck or finish sinking you.
Kablajuj Tooj arrives as the cusp teaching of this life: we get to party and play until the time comes to pick up and clean. It is here to remind us that at any given time, it is better to keep things light. Anything you accumulate, you will eventually have to take care of, keep clean, sell, give away, or—most likely—lose. Nothing is fixed, stable, or eternally kept—not even the giant pyramids that took hundreds of years, unthinkable effort, and vast resources to build. Even they are just ruins now. This is a historical lesson whispering that what comes next are technologies and temples designed to be light, small, and easily degradable. In the exact same manner, your home should be ready to move and ready to change, for we have entered an era of great transformation.
The Payment/The Fire (Tooj) represents the sacred fire, payment, karma, offering, liberation from debt, and the law of cause and effect. In its twelfth position (Kablajuj), it carries the frequency of great spiritual gatherings, intense collective experiences, the accumulation of all past lessons, and the sudden, powerful urge to clear the ledger before the final step. Twelve forces a confrontation with everything you have avoided, demanding a total cleanup.
To embody Twelve Tooj is to master the sacred clearing of the altar. The fire does not negotiate with procrastination. Sitting at the intense threshold of the number twelve, this energy demands that you look at the stagnation around you and stop making excuses for your inertia. Your laziness is not rest; it is a heavy debt you are paying to the matrix to keep you quiet. Use the heat of today's nawal to burn away the clutter in your physical space, your mind, and your relationships. Pay your dues to the earth, clean up the mess you've made or inherited, and lighten your load. The storms of change are coming, and only those who travel light will survive the shift. Wake up, grab the broom, and clear the path.
Clean Up.
The star shines so that it can feed the plants growing here on Earth. Thus, we arrive at the ultimate conclusion: what are we to do? As we approach completion, what is the end game to all of this? What path are you to follow? For the first time, Tooj appears not as the shortsighted, blocked fire that must learn to flow and sustain rhythm, but as a clear, expansive vision of what is to follow. It is quite simple: there is a mess, and cleaning it up is precisely what we must do.
True to the nature of Tooj, however, we might postpone this task—suffering the pleasure or displeasure of a burning desire, or the absolute lack of it, to do just that. In doing so, we allow ourselves to pile onto our debt. The debt—or karma—is simply everything we know is wrong and should make right, but are actively choosing to ignore. Hopefully, with this message, the inflamed tumor of your extreme laziness will finally burst. There is nothing else to do in this world but to make it right, and any excuse that enters your mind to avoid participating is just part of the gunk that will either keep you stuck or finish sinking you.
Kablajuj Tooj arrives as the cusp teaching of this life: we get to party and play until the time comes to pick up and clean. It is here to remind us that at any given time, it is better to keep things light. Anything you accumulate, you will eventually have to take care of, keep clean, sell, give away, or—most likely—lose. Nothing is fixed, stable, or eternally kept—not even the giant pyramids that took hundreds of years, unthinkable effort, and vast resources to build. Even they are just ruins now. This is a historical lesson whispering that what comes next are technologies and temples designed to be light, small, and easily degradable. In the exact same manner, your home should be ready to move and ready to change, for we have entered an era of great transformation.
The Payment/The Fire (Tooj) represents the sacred fire, payment, karma, offering, liberation from debt, and the law of cause and effect. In its twelfth position (Kablajuj), it carries the frequency of great spiritual gatherings, intense collective experiences, the accumulation of all past lessons, and the sudden, powerful urge to clear the ledger before the final step. Twelve forces a confrontation with everything you have avoided, demanding a total cleanup.
To embody Twelve Tooj is to master the sacred clearing of the altar. The fire does not negotiate with procrastination. Sitting at the intense threshold of the number twelve, this energy demands that you look at the stagnation around you and stop making excuses for your inertia. Your laziness is not rest; it is a heavy debt you are paying to the matrix to keep you quiet. Use the heat of today's nawal to burn away the clutter in your physical space, your mind, and your relationships. Pay your dues to the earth, clean up the mess you've made or inherited, and lighten your load. The storms of change are coming, and only those who travel light will survive the shift. Wake up, grab the broom, and clear the path.