Letting go of the necessary foe.
We stand in the dead of winter, in the cold of emptiness, the abyss of a crumbling world, of a war ridden society, of mental fragmentation, zombie apocalypse is happening. We yell and shout and no one replies, yet everyone hears. Not the most beautiful words, not the most powerful revelations, not the most helpful of guidance, not the most sincere of sharing; only the shallow, vague, superficial, is entertaining and deserves reactions and friendship.
Millions of people still believe that a savior is coming. This savior has already come, has been amongst us, trying to shine through the mist, yet they are so hopelessly lost that they missed him, they are unsavable. No wonder a few satanists resolve in finding ways to exterminate y'all. But this is of their doing. Every cent taxed from us is invested in ways to deceive, confuse and control us. It is then up to us to do the work to get out of the spider webs and choose to see the sunlight.
This is a digging worm type of sun ray nawal. It is doing it's hardest trying to reach you and warm you up. It can only do so by shining light on what is around. The spiders are the ones that cocoon you with pretty fairy tales of everything is alright and we are cool. Artificial positivity is truly negative. Today's nawal represents that letting go of intent, the fall, the radical liberation from existence when we say "I'm done"!
Giving space to our worse enemy, ourselves, listening to our most negative thoughts, is a positive practice sponsored by today's unique combination. The party of the Q'aniil is almost over and this is the moment you realize that what comes next is cleaning the awful mess. There is a difference in getting caught by surprise by today's energy, or following the days and being ready for it. In the first scenario we might break apart, loose it or retreat to some unfound state. In the second scenario we sit with our internal enemy and give him some love. We listen to him and ask today's nawal for guidance.
The nawal then speaks and tells us that our negativity is not always and not fully there to mess with us. It is also here to keep us grounded, to balance us, to make sure we save some energy in the party for the cleaning after. In this energy you will find yourself if not cursing, wanting to release ties, break away, send others away or free yourself from yourself. Something is not quite right. That negative entity we were postponing, that we thought we casted out, we have to sit with it today. He/she is there for something, it has a message. Listen carefully and openly, find a way to relate positively with it. If this is accomplished, then we will be able to spot that what was truly negative for us, were our negative thoughts and ideas that were simply untrue. Our negativity is here for something. Relate to it in a loving, animistic way and you will discover the true and let go of the untrue.
Letting go of the necessary foe.
We stand in the dead of winter, in the cold of emptiness, the abyss of a crumbling world, of a war ridden society, of mental fragmentation, zombie apocalypse is happening. We yell and shout and no one replies, yet everyone hears. Not the most beautiful words, not the most powerful revelations, not the most helpful of guidance, not the most sincere of sharing; only the shallow, vague, superficial, is entertaining and deserves reactions and friendship.
Millions of people still believe that a savior is coming. This savior has already come, has been amongst us, trying to shine through the mist, yet they are so hopelessly lost that they missed him, they are unsavable. No wonder a few satanists resolve in finding ways to exterminate y'all. But this is of their doing. Every cent taxed from us is invested in ways to deceive, confuse and control us. It is then up to us to do the work to get out of the spider webs and choose to see the sunlight.
This is a digging worm type of sun ray nawal. It is doing it's hardest trying to reach you and warm you up. It can only do so by shining light on what is around. The spiders are the ones that cocoon you with pretty fairy tales of everything is alright and we are cool. Artificial positivity is truly negative. Today's nawal represents that letting go of intent, the fall, the radical liberation from existence when we say "I'm done"!
Giving space to our worse enemy, ourselves, listening to our most negative thoughts, is a positive practice sponsored by today's unique combination. The party of the Q'aniil is almost over and this is the moment you realize that what comes next is cleaning the awful mess. There is a difference in getting caught by surprise by today's energy, or following the days and being ready for it. In the first scenario we might break apart, loose it or retreat to some unfound state. In the second scenario we sit with our internal enemy and give him some love. We listen to him and ask today's nawal for guidance.
The nawal then speaks and tells us that our negativity is not always and not fully there to mess with us. It is also here to keep us grounded, to balance us, to make sure we save some energy in the party for the cleaning after. In this energy you will find yourself if not cursing, wanting to release ties, break away, send others away or free yourself from yourself. Something is not quite right. That negative entity we were postponing, that we thought we casted out, we have to sit with it today. He/she is there for something, it has a message. Listen carefully and openly, find a way to relate positively with it. If this is accomplished, then we will be able to spot that what was truly negative for us, were our negative thoughts and ideas that were simply untrue. Our negativity is here for something. Relate to it in a loving, animistic way and you will discover the true and let go of the untrue.
