Círculo de palabra
9 N'oj
Too much
Sometimes you fall in love with what you see, what you feel, what you know is there, and it's now there. It's what you wanted, it's for you, at your reach. So you serve your plate proportionally to that feeling, honestly, with your heart. Once you get eating though, you realize you took too much, you won't be able to finish, and that's ok. This can also work for work, for living or for the sacred. For me it was the case, where I had dropped the towel three days ago, I didn't had a choice. I had to keep going. Organizing and carrying out a ceremonial and healing retreat, taking care of everything, for my body and mind, was over the top. Getting tired, resting, getting mad or complaining, couldn't afford that. Simply do what you have to do. It was too much, in the good and the bad way, and so it was the first day I didn't make it here on time, to write this. I'm typing now from the 10 Tijaax day, sitting in a place in comfort, surrounded by love, by nature, in the most peaceful and blessed setting I've ever had in my life, having had the best breakfast ever, having now too much blessing, too much love; I so much wish to share this with you.
9 N'oj can also manifest as not enough. What was it for you?