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5 Tijaax
It's all bad.
Negativity in this trecena will not fully go away, nor in life; we are being taught to embrace it, understand it. Today comes a little helper. Fun. Finding how to have fun in what apparently is not that fun, that's growing up. I started feeding today from the fresh feeling of knowing and seeing that despite sacrificing my own time for my own fun, I'm giving others, my kids, my mother, hopefully you, a good time, and I must learn that is fun too. If you learn to master this skill, finding fun in what is not fun, then you've made it! It won't be that simple. Let me give you a channeled hint. There are inevitable moments, processes and realities here present. Sure we wish we were somewhere else and at another time, but we're not. Naturally we embrace our disgust, express it, but let's not get stuck in it. And here's the hint: amidst an uncomfortable situation, does bitching about it make it any better?
Work and work again, work here and work there. Fun is work, work is fun, everything is work, everything is effort. A junk society, junk diet and junk mediatic mainstream frenzy will surely infect us with that feebleness of not liking to make an effort and finding discomfort in it, when in fact, according to the numeral five in Mesoamerican worldview, work and fun, effort and pleasure, are the same thing. Then today is an opportunity to marry what had been divorced. That negativity lingering, it's a compass to find the path of least resistance, energy optimization. Do that, flow to what you really want to do, instead of bitching about not being able to do it. The bad is here for now, and for good, don't be a pussy, don't be purist. The bad things you've done, all the shit that you are, is part of you and knowing so and making it better must dance along with that's still you and you won't change overnight. Love your bad ways and discover how they may actually direct you to a uniqueness that simply has no example out there. As long as you're getting somewhere, keep going.