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2 Q'aniil
Hang on to something.
Thrilling abyss we are coming into. In one side of creation, all structures, lines and differences are being erased. This is terrifying, we are all being mushed up into a clump of oneness... but wait isn't this what we always wanted? On the other side, each one of us has grown, or has been imposed, a thick (virtual/transparent) membrane that separates us, making us comfortable to keep our uniqueness, but at the same time being unable to share that uniqueness with others. In this side of creation, we can only access other people through established, foreign, prefabricated profiles, no uniqueness allowed.
We can feel each other, know our thoughts, we're hyperconnected, and because of time, not because of what is to become a prehistoric technology -the internet. At the same time we are so absent from each other, so busy... with business (slavery). So we feel extremely different, separated, burdened, with whatever... economic burdens, health burdens, psychological burdens, which one do you cling to?
Gurus have come to screw you completely. They've been telling you to learn to detach, create no attachment. That desire is a burden, that from releasing desire, you're released from suffering. That being able to not suffer, is the goal or definition of spirituality. And look where they have brought us, this shit world is the result from us following their advice.
It can be strongly argued that it's not that, it's how the messages have been interpreted. There's a truth to that, but let me tell you that there's a great variety of spirits, gods, who had in their time their gurus (or speakers) that left their messages and no one has shared them with you, because it's bad for business. Xochipilli was an entity that was represented by a young vibrant man who lived in ecstasy, with all kinds of flowers and mushrooms around him, many psychoactive. He was the master of creativity: art, dance, music, you name it, he nailed it. Included in that was pleasure, sexual pleasure. Quetzalcoatl on the other hand was a way different dude (apparently) who was more focused on being right and being good, cleansing humanity from what he considered things that weren't so nice. To achieve it he would resort to what the gurus taught you: letting go of pleasure, excitement, intense feelings and intense experiences, for your own good.
So what advice do we follow, who do we trust, what do we do? It doesn't matter now. We are being thrown into the blender of transform into a butterfly or die. The caterpillar has to re-arrange all structures in his body and transform them into something completely different, including the shell he will ditch to nest that transformation. Guess who was Xochipilli's consort... Xochiquetzal, a woman associated with beauty and butterflies (and a hole lot more).
I'm going to gift you something I'm reticent to share because of its "it's highly a secret" status. Why does this category exist? because some arcane things, when misunderstood, cause more damage than help. But hey we're in the blender. That secret is the blender. You will be hurting others and hurting yourself more than you would like. It's unavoidable. Every second we continue hooked on the screens and machines, the thousands more that get killed and hurt because of it. That's the long, indirect harm you'll be causing, and since you don't see that, it doesn't affect you. But additionally you will be harming in other more direct means other people close to you. All the structures must be broken and we all have to get way out of the way for this butterfly to come into fruition. Are you ready for that? If not, you are a good candidate to be the shell. Like the story of the creation of the fifth sun in Teotihuacan, they call the gods to throw themselves into the fire to become the new sun, and they all wuss out. Seeing this the leper shows and throws himself, and becomes the sun. Right after, one of the gods jumps right behind him out of jealousy, and becomes the moon. This means that the more you avoid the inevitable, the more you will be cast out. It's so stupid. The lazy man works twice. If you really don't want to be banged so hard, then jump first!
I'm not done with the gift. I'm trying to briefly explain and set the setting, so that we can go on with the story. The story is that in this transformation of humanity and the ages, we have no choice but allow the structures and boundaries that made us, be destroyed. There is a divine gift in this, and if you can harness it, if you are lucky to catch this message, then you are very fortunate. When otherwise our actions would cause a reprimandable effect and because of that we were diligent in keeping a proper order according to our structures, these laws have been loosened and the debt can be all but forgotten. There is no other way this is going to work. So for this day (sun...) make sure you grab on to something, something that gives you great joy and pleasure. Make sure it's not guilt nor pain, those are the two things that are abundant and that counterintuitively, they are not going to help you detect anything. Get attached to a person, a place, a pleasure, a mission or all of the above. Being "spiritual" in the sense of being "correct" is not going to save you.
2 Q'aniil is an easily remembered day combination because of the god ometochtli associated with drunkenness. This can be so strongly demeaned by other days, nawals, gods or positions in the circle of differences. But it's all just one and the same sacred. No one is, without the other, and the other is other, because he/she's different. Take a look at how we got here. A negativity trecena ended with a very bad (bad in the sense of relevant) death (trust me, more than I can share has died in my life). This death has been transformed into the rebirth of a new path, and the coming together to at least recognize ourselves in our uniqueness and our aliveness, where then, we will be wasted if we don't seek to connect to others and create a world. This brings us to becoming attached to whoever and whatever we can, and this is blessed by today with the medicine of: it's so valid.