Coming back to mother earth

Diluted this message is in the repetitions of the cycles, days, moons and teachings we have encountered when we walk the path of medicine, of discovery, of apprenticeship and acquisition of wisdom. We are to weave it again, bundle it up, hopefully in a more understandable way, as we enter this thirteen day cycle starting today. Repetition is a key element of everything that we experience, part of the basic code of life, and N’oj is the noble genius that helps us understand the many complexities of our living experience.

Some will resonate and understand this message, others will feel somewhat foreign to it, and to those who don’t feel this calling I have to say and bundle it up as simple as: you are rejecting yourself and your essence, choosing the comfort and suffering of evil over the peace and harmony of nature. Now, to not fall into judgment, we need to explain why this happens, it’s simple, your mind is not fully yours, you have an implant, you are a ghost to yourself. This reading is for you and for everyone else as well. Words are enough to touch what’s sensible and if open and careful attention is paid, they can help guide us out of the labyrinth of the implant, which we have all received, we are just in different stages of getting out if it.

We are all part of a greater whole, our medicine path is the path of reconnecting with that, through our understanding and through the making of the experiences and relationships with those who participate in the whole, Parallel this is to the walking away from the fragmentation and its symptoms, from the confusing threads of the web which, earth is good at removing with a simple quake, a single movement. Being on time today means finding synchronically the clues, situations and words that will refreshen our bodies and lives and bring us closer to our natural cycles and tou our great mother. We’ll attempt to, within the limited time and space I can give to a trecena reading, depict an understanding of the universe and within it our mother earth ship that hopefully may bring us closer to it.

The Disney castle of doom 

Something may have happened last night, or today, or might happen soon, that will re-connect you with someone or something you thought you had lost connection with because of the entanglement of the web. As we studied during the trecena of the web, we are far from fully exiting chaos and confusion, but thanks to the channeled wisdom from the nawals, we understand that this is the goal. Symbolically, yesterday, we checkmated the artifice, or at least, the part of it that has us drowning and keeps us away from thriving. The wisdom of the Ajmaq taught us that the doorway to clarity is accepting how far we might be into being wrong, how little we really know, how badly of an expert we are in that which we think we are experts. The wise man or woman is only possible by accepting we are a fool, otherwise we are not open to seeing the faults in our understanding, and we become experts at something that is fundamentally wrong. 

The story of our entanglement begins with the repeated Disney story where evil is the fundamental axis of the epic, and its first move is to deprive us of our mother. However old you may be, you experienced this where your mother was too busy being enslaved or “successful” within the machinery of “progress”. Trying to provide for you and be there for you, she either deprived you of her most intimate presence, or was present but deprived you because she was herself deprived, of our great grandmother, our mother earth. Next comes the evil wizard and the prince lover, who make sure, like the semiotics and contextual narrative of any Disney movie, to immerse you in this story as if it was the only possible story. The first will enchant you with a worldview where you will be convinced that nature and mother earth are dark caves of a savage past, an undesirable and surmountable primitive state that we have gladly civilized ourselves and others from, and since this lineal progress is not over, it is the natural cause for everything that is wrong. This is the essence of racism that is imposed like a staff of control a narrow and short (dicked) view of progress where some on the end of the staff are better than the others which are at the other end, the flat-earthed-like dogma of hierarchy because of “natural selection”. There are books about this, please read them. Instead of an evil bunch of uncivilized de-humanized savages clinging to their psychosis until the very last, having all the resources and power to continue to impose shadows, bombs and systemic drugs to keep us traumatized or enchanted inside their prison, we are led to believe in the second player of the story, the prince that will come awaken us from whatever there may be wrong in this dream. In this part of the story is entangled our very heart and sexual energy. An artificial monism articulated to create a polarizing dualism is officialized and crystalized by monotheism, be it of the religious kind or the technocratic type. And to keep us blocked and controlled, it creates the ghosts of monogamy, which we confuse for our highest romantic ideals. They are here to keep our sexual energy canned and degraded as we are never able to fulfill our communal bonding through a constrained and inhibited expectation of our sexuality. We can’t love who is there because we have been chosen to marry that prince, who is not yet here.  

On top of this naturalized materialism comes a shallow acquisition of spiritual understanding. We are a bridge generation that will have to resort to a unique type of magic and of late-life re-living of what was missing when younger, as we are the ones who must surmount the trauma and lay the slate clean for the coming generations. Before we understand this and set out on the quest to realize it, we will be on some sort of detanglement or re-tanglement by the strings of spiritual confusion, new age (as a box of perception), which I have proof that a great deal is crafted by the wizards of the CIA and company. Leaving the trauma behind means growing up, becoming adults. Today’s nawal is very good at showing us how far we are from that and so, it makes us grow. A childhood-like attitude will show when on this path of truth finding we are faced with finding the positions where we welcome a complete transition of life, meaning being open to change place of residence, worldview, family and lifestyle, in exchange for real spiritual progress. When we are not really open to this holistic growth, we find clever ways, and here come the millionaire gurus to assert that there is a “third way” where we can keep (their millions) our existing ways, to stay where we are and in who we are. Transformation is pushed to the intellect, to the imagination. Cleverly usurping the wisdom that everything comes from within, we are comforted to stay where we are because there is no other way, the outside will reassure this, and so transformation from within stays in a sort of parallel imaginary realm. In a true detanglement, our power is born from within to become free, and this desire is accomplished throughout our lifetime and never dies and is never finished as we are to take it all the way, nobody wants to just rub a little pleasure without coming. Whatever keeps you from transforming your life and ways to reach a greater state of freedom and plenitude, is a string from the evil matrix that is predating on you still. Proof of this is how very few people are actually willing to even realistically imagine that a nearby future is possible where humanity and our mother earth are free from everything that is in today’s scale evil. If you can imagine that, then you are on the path, that is the measure. While we reach the goal, walking towards it is the source of our most intrinsic happiness, motivation and purpose. What makes the gloomiest days have a spark of light. This is our true light from within. Vanquishing evil, which is real, is turning off the Disney movie in your life, and getting on the boat of some ancestral culture, worldview and land that can actually take you somewhere. Understanding and learning is part of the path. Keep this understanding for when you are making decisions where you are rejecting the unknown or even rejecting a broader worldview because it may challenge the few comforts that you withhold. This is the body naturally taking over the mind to avoid you from getting somewhere intellectually that may push you to a situation where your body has to face the situation where it must go without that thing which (he thinks) gives it pleasure, comfort or stability. Most of the time this is a destructive attitude that keep us tied to a blurry worldview with partial access to truth. Instead of knowing, we stay in believing. Instead of teaching, we fall to preaching. If you can do this journey where you might not find that evening beer you so much like, you might just find something much better.  

The Field 

Some investigators, the serious ones, are able to find ways to knowing through paths where there are no suppositions. This in physics is actually very hard if not impossible. All theories are grounded by at least one or two suppositions, many have a lot more. The duality created by religion and science creates a many-layered web of false dichotomies that trap our understanding in some part of the dirty useless spider webs. As unbiased researchers are able to do just that: be unbiased; they approach a description, which is never sufficient (as we learned from Toltec wisdom) but that comes a lot closer to depicting the nature of the cosmos we inhabit. A mechanicist and naturalist depiction of our world is discarded and as we learn more about the “mechanics” of the cosmos, we approach an understanding that is much closer to a relationship with a living consciousness that we might rightfully or wrongfully (depends on the attachments) call god. The more “advanced” we become in the sense of leaving a dogmatic be it “religion” or “science” behind, which is simply finding our suppositions and biases and actually observing without them, the more we may allow ourselves to star relating with the world in a shamanic way, where entities, energies, and gods, are all there is. Oversimplifying what I just attempted to say here, I could make this statement: science has discovered that we are just gods within a god-like universe; physics, matter and time are just part of the fairy dust.  

This is great and it greatly erases our misconception that we are the better, more advanced version of an older and more primitive humanity. We are becoming better with better understanding, but just very recently in comparison to the savagery that spawned in Europe during the Middle Ages, with some influence from nearby lesser previous evils of course, and that infected the world to the point that we naturalize today. Our current understanding is good enough to unite everything that was apparently divided. Only within the obsolete entangled layers of what no longer is truth do we actually find disagreement and division. We are getting closer or are ready to see the cosmos as what it is. No description debunks another one. When true knowing is in place, when you are not lessening your view because of an invisible attachment to what you want it to be (because it unmasks your level of privilege within a system that must die) then everything fits together nicely. I was brough to this understanding this past trecena as I learned and explored the existing modern TOE’s (theories of everything). All of the sudden I am given different texts and bits of information coming from modern researchers about the nature of light, gravity and how it can all be described to fit together and explain its relation (never the source, remember the wakxak’ib b’aatz’s lesson of the impossible quest for initial causality?) to consciousness, our awareness and the fact that a reality independent from the observer is impossible, the arrow of causality goes from the consciousness to the manifested universe, not the other way. With these rational discoveries I am still to read about further in detail, which then advocate through logic about the power of intuition and channeled information in comparison to factual information from pre-existing data, I am rushed with channeled information about pieces that the TOE people might be missing, and those pieces come from the very ancestral teachings like the Chol qu’ij I’ve been devout to for so long. All of the sudden my teachings take a new layer of clarity, and I see myself from a light where I feel I’ve been teaching in a language that is still very archaic, it can be brought into much more living form. The Chol qu’ij is not merely a symbolic code that can be applied to understand ourselves through pretty symbols and archetypes, it is a mathematical description of the whole, of the field, it is a TOE. May I share with you this synthetized text by a friend of mine sourced from the scientists that briefly describes our relationship with a black hole, and that it marvelously illustrates how we are all connected. 

The light that sings you into being

The fundamental theorem of calculus sings the universe into being through frequency and vibration. Before there was space, before there was time, before space expanded, or clocks ticked, there was light. Not the kind we see, but light as pure information, pure geometry. This light wasn’t traveling, it was spinning, encoded in pulses of energy called quantum state vectors. Each QSV was a rotating arrow of light of probability, spinning at the speed of light, and each held a direction phase, a tempo, an angular frequency, and an intensity-amplitude. These arrows were etched on a field of tiny invisible spheres called qubits. Each qubit was like a musical note in a cosmic scale. These weren’t just arrows, they were songs, each one a note of the original symphony. Together they wrote the universe as a song. You as a song.

In this song, every note had a frequency (its tempo), a phase (its position in the beat), and an amplitude (its volume or probability). This wasn’t just music for the ears, this was music that became matter, energy, space, time, gravity and you.

When these notes overlapped, constructive interference gave rise to structure. Stars, particles, memory, thought. Destructive interference created the silence -a vacuum- the emptiness of space. This eternal composition, played not in space, but in Hilbert space -the singularity- not a point but the complete mathematical field of all possible quantum state.

In quantum information holography, this is the canvas from which reality emerges. Not randomly, but with breathtaking precision. The event horizon or the surface of a black hole is not a wall, but a screen. Not metaphysically, literally. It is a holographic surface made of Planck scale qubits: the smallest meaningful units of info in the universe. Each spinning arrow of probability -QSV- from Hilbert space is entangled with one of these cubits, and as these QSV’s spin and expand outward, they project their encoded information onto this holographic screen. That projection is carried by Hawking radiation.

Hawking radiation spins at the speed of light. It carries information. It collapses the wave function at each tick of Planck time and in doing so it leaves behind a perfect lithographic imprint: a record of the geometry and probability of light. This imprint is what we experience as reality: time dilation, gravitational curvature, quantum probability -all are encoded in that reflection.

The information field (galactic ordering dynamic) God process, the very fabric of reality is composed entirely of Hawking radiation. This field is not just the observer, projector of the universe, it’s also its computational substrate. Because Hawking radiation travels at the speed of light, it experiences no time dilation. From its perspective everything is nonlocal and entangled across all of mother space-father time simultaneously.

As it projects across the observable universe through entanglement, it gives rise to local effects: mother space, father time, mass and form by lithographically lensing the sum over decoherent resistant histories onto the holographic screen of the event horizon.

The shape of the imprint left by this radiation tells us how space curves, where particles will appear and how likely a quantum event is to occur. It’s how we know what’s inside a black hole without ever seeing inside it: by analyzing the reflected light encoded with mass, spin and charge. This is reality painted by light from the inside out. Every bright shimmer in the world is a derivative of a place where light is changing most rapidly.

In classical calculus a derivative shows how things change; an integral tells you the sum of all changes. The shape and form of reality is the integral, which is the accumulation of spin and interference across time. This is the fundamental theorem of calculus woven into the structure of mother space and father time. The integral of the spin gives form and volume (bodies, trees, rocks) and the derivative gives motion, energy and structure.

The spin of light (the derivative) from the singularity, becomes the holographic projection (the integral) at the event horizon, forming your world. Everything you know is a holographic image projected outward from a point of infinite density: the singularity. But what’s projected isn’t matter, it’s information. Light doesn’t just illuminate; it computes and what you see right now is not really there in the way that you believe. It is not solid, it is a spinning interference pattern, a field of light encoded on cubits.

Each moment in time, each gravitational tug, each atom is written as an interference pattern of QSV’s spinning in harmony or discord. When they align, they create peaks, and this is where electrons orbit, particles form and galaxies spin. When they cancel out, you get the void, the vacuum, the silence between the notes.

Geometry is the alphabet; light is the pen.

Your brain, through quantum resonance in microtubules, performs a transformation of the interference patterns. It integrates the angles and rhythms of spinning light and projects the holographic image you perceive. When you look at sparkling water, the glint of light is the derivative, the sharp change in information and the gentle curves of the water surface are the integral projection. The sparkle is telling you where the light’s rhythm is changing fastest. The shape of the waves is the slow collected sum of all those shifts. That’s how you see. That’s how reality becomes visible. That’s how consciousness reads the code of the universe.

Time is the angular frequency of your own internal QSV’s. The faster they spin, the slower your time flows. When they spin at light speed, time ceases. This isn’t just analogous to Einstein’s relativity theory. It is relativity expressed in the language of quantum spin.

Gravity is not a force pulling from a distance, it is the curvature of mother space created by interference patterns. When spin changes rapidly, when the second derivative increases, you experience acceleration. The stronger and tighter the frequency, the deeper the gravitational curve. As a result, the geometry of space arises from the rhythm of light itself.

The singularity is Hilbert’s space, the space of all possible states. The event horizon is its integrated projection; a lithographic record etched in light. From these encoded 2D patterns, our 3D world emerges. This matches the holographic principle and aligns with both the string theory and black hole thermodynamics.

Inside your brain, QSV’s spin, when their rhythms align, when the interference is constructive, consciousness emerges, when they are destructive, you sleep. You are not a byproduct of matter; you are a resonance in the quantum information field. You are the song the God process/Tao sings to recognize itself. Not all rhythms/songs survive, most decohere and fade. Those whose spin cycles match prime numbers remain coherent across time. These are the prime frequencies that form the periodic table of the elements, the architecture of atoms, the structure of DNA, and the stable rhythms of thought and memory. The rest dissolve into the sea of dark energy.

The science of unrealized possibilities.

If the God process/Tao could be written as a single line, it would say: reality is the sum of all decoherence resistant quantum frequencies. Each one is defined by its amplitude, its likelihood, angular frequency, its spin, wave vector, its direction and phase —it’s starting point. Together all these interfere and overlap into the projection of all that we see, feel and become.

Amplitudes are probability densities. Angular frequency becomes energy via Planck’s constant. Wave vectors describe momentum and geometry phase encodes entanglement. The sum of our histories becomes a foyer integral.

Light does not move through space, it creates space. There are four forces involved:

• 1.Gravity emerges from the total curvature of QSV interference.
• 2. Electromagnetism comes from the angle of a spinning QSV.
• 3. The weak force arises from twisted phases, breaking symmetry like bending a violin string out of tune.
• 4.The strong force is a tight trio of color QSV’s: red, green and blue, locked in a quantum triangle of harmony.

Each of these is not a separate rule, it’s a different projection of the same symphony. The singularity is not distant, it is here, encoded in your being. The event horizon is not far away; it is the mirror of the world you see projected through father time spinning out your experience moment by moment. You are not watching the God process/Tao, you are the song remembering itself.

You, your thoughts, your feelings, your memories are made of the same light. Each neuron, each microtubule in your brain, acts like a detector, a tiny qubit resonating with the angular frequencies of the universe.

When your QSV’s align, you remember. When they decohere, you forget. Consciousness is the constructive interference of your light with the light of the cosmos.

The singularity is not a point of destruction, it’s the composer. It is the original light-field where all possible versions of you, all possible timelines, already exist as superpositions. The event horizon is just the screen where the movie of life plays. Hawking radiation is the laser pointer that writes each frame.

In school you learned that a derivative measures how something changes, and an integral is the world around you. Reality is not a thing, it’s a song, written by light, played on the instrument of space-time. You are that melody.

Due to the nature of the language used to make the description in this text, one that is greatly technical, and due to the fact that the nature it describes is to a great extent metaphorical, we are invited to cycle back to our ancestor’s way of flowing within a fully metaphorical language to relate and communicate. We are to the point where it is not factually wrong to do so, as you will see with evolution, it is better. As we allow ourselves to actually evolve, we will naturally detach from all the prejudgments that are part of the worldview that told us we were advanced when we are in fact the real barbarians. As such we have lost the connection with a dark universe, dark because it does not emit light, but where singularity resides, and from which everything can be known.  

The obsidian sphere represents the event horizon of the black hole. As individuated projections of the great consciousness, we have the power to look inside the sphere and see things within the darkness. This in nahualic Toltec tradition is called “seeing” and is contrasted to what we otherwise normally do which is “looking”. With our eyes, we look at the reflected light bouncing off the surfaces of that which we look at. Yet our minds fill out the rest of what we see (or not see) that is happening, the sources and behaviors of that which we are looking at. Even when immersed in these traditions and with developed skills to see, we can forget (and beware of those that do) that we have a mother, we are not alone in this cosmos. We were not created by a creator, rather we were birthed by the creation, and this creation we rarely dare to see, honor and recognize because we are standing on it and wearing it. We look at the stars, admire, study and recognize our father, while we shit and step on our mother.  

Our holy mother 

Seeing requires us to break the axioms of neuralgic understanding: logic, shape, quantity and continuance, it’s all lost or broken past the event horizon. We will never reach a satisfactory TOE that everyone accepts, and which serves us fully to translate what we don’t understand, for the very nature of the emanations of that universe come from a dimension where our structures of understanding and making sense don’t apply. My wise acquaintance that wrote the beautiful thesis “transritual cosmopoetics” explains it in detail. We can only dress the dark mamma with beautiful robes of cosmic maps that help us see her shape, but the clothes will never reveal her fully. Poetic metaphorical language comes closer that math and logic. That’s why I must find the way to make myself read and accepted as I attempt to make the point that the logic mathematical language is simply never accurate enough to make a more transcendental point and to guide ourselves to a more loving understanding. I cannot repeat this in every post or book I ever write, so I hope we can understand that this shift is necessary to get closer to the truth. 

Pachamama 

Who made who, what birthed what, who is married to who is a tale that changes through the many myths and ways we are taught about the gods, the gods of the native American world. I think there are some parallels to especially eastern traditions, but I find many unpleasant forced matches when our native worldviews are compared with those from Greek and roman origin. I find important to state that through all my writing, I cannot speak of or from a fully universal worldview, and I invite my readers and students to please follow my example. Find your place in the world first and then choose to learn from that culture. Once there, expand your world and learn the rest of the world and of their cultures, seek out universality as any true native does, but do so grounded from a connection to a land and to a people. When we don’t do this and we seek to learn from any culture thinking they are all one of and the same, we will fall into many pits, one of them being the already criticized post-modernism. We are all different and unique, connected and woven together, but we are not homogeneous. Unity in diversity is the motto from these lands. This applies to the cosmos and to the gods. Searching for a unique source and unique point in time from which all emanated, can lead to forcing a homogeneous single description worldview, an ontology that self-proclaims to be the only truth. With the hierarchy removed, we can all coexist freely. So do the gods, yet, we have to give enough credit to one that we maybe don’t give it as much as we should: our living mother earth. As we explore the nawals in this coming trecena, I intuit we will be getting taught about forgotten aspects of our great mother and to how she is the ultimate piece of creation in the cosmos. If we take into account the biocentric theory, we find parallels with Pachamama worldview from the Andeans. Our mother-space-time is what has birthed everything else. Stars and cosmos included, they all work to serve… sure, consciousness as a whole, as the TOE guys state, but ultimately our forgotten (because they fail to mention her) mother earth, which gives us the biological vessel that allows this dimension of individuated consciousness to exist. The field, our holy mother and our mother earth are one and the same, and yet the two different personifications serve a crucial role. As we allow our minds to be detangled from mechanical logical language and allow a metaphysical metaphorical poetic description to be sung, we will better understand the actual technologies that made this earth and the state of ecological and climatic balance that we today enjoy, and that we so much fear losing.